A Porn Story

JerryTX

Active Member
Awesome job on day 62! Glad to know your doing well and also congrats on 13.5 years alcohol free. There are times during my 90 day journey that I felt I drank too much to cope with the loss of P. I had to level set this and realize to beat P I can't find another addiction. Stay strong and you got this!
 

guitar1968

Active Member
Heading into Day 62. No Fap No PMO

Watched a Noah Church video on Porn Addiction as a refresher. Also watched a video on fear and anxiety.
Fear and Anxiety were part of the roots of my Porn Addiction and Alcohol Addiction. Awareness helped me get 13 and a half years alcohol free. Knowing my enemy. Bringing a gun to this knife fight of Porn addiction. Time to read The Art of War again.
This addiction,All addiction is a war.

Peace and Strength Reboot Family.
Good for you CoolBreeze! Sounds like you are doing well. Would you might sharing that fear and anxiety video link? Fear and anxiety have ruled my life for so long but seems to have gotten even worse as I get older. I need some help with that more than anything and it may help with the porn struggles as well.

Thanks and wishing you continued success!
 

Maglue

Active Member
Guitar,
Thanks so much for the reply. I guess there are many in our age group who started the same way. Congrats on your progress.
One thing I learned in my first AA meeting that is helpful in my Porn Addiction journey is whenever I think of taking a drink I play back in my mind what I was like as a drunk. Same with Porn. When I think of viewing Porn or even a appetizer( nude still pictures etc) I playback in my mind how dead my Dick was. It's not completely alive but it's sitting up some. Thanks again.
Thanks for the top I'm trying this
 

CoolBreeze

Active Member
Good for you CoolBreeze! Sounds like you are doing well. Would you might sharing that fear and anxiety video link? Fear and anxiety have ruled my life for so long but seems to have gotten even worse as I get older. I need some help with that more than anything and it may help with the porn struggles as well.

Thanks and wishing you continued success!
Here’s a link to the fear and anxiety video. It’s a long video. I watched the first speaker and need to go back and watch the rest.

 

CoolBreeze

Active Member
Day 65 No Fap No PMO

Rough day today emotionally. But hey it's living life on life's terms. I'm better and will keep trying to get better.

Peace and Strength Reboot Family
 

CoolBreeze

Active Member
Day 67 No Fap No PMO

I felt like MO'ing today about a encounter I had when I was 20-21. I still remember it vividly at 59. I didn't go through with it though. Just didn't feel like the right time.

Peace and Strength Reboot Family.
 

Fappy

Respected Member
good, there is still a lot of porn stored in our brain which i guess we can access whenever we want. but jerking off to the red-hot memory of a previous sexual encounter - while not outright PMO - can still serve as a trigger to PMO.
 

CoolBreeze

Active Member
good, there is still a lot of porn stored in our brain which i guess we can access whenever we want. but jerking off to the red-hot memory of a previous sexual encounter - while not outright PMO - can still serve as a trigger to PMO.
Yes. That makes perfect sense. Thanks for the support Fappy.
 

CoolBreeze

Active Member
Day 70 No Fap No PMO

Reading the book Sex Addiction 101. Really opening my eyes. Porn Addiction is just the tip of the iceberg for me.

Peace and Strength Reboot Family
 
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guitar1968

Active Member
Sounds like things are still going really well for you. Congratulations! So good to read the success stories here. Makes a big difference for me.
 

CoolBreeze

Active Member
Sounds like things are still going really well for you. Congratulations! So good to read the success stories here. Makes a big difference for me.
The reboot is going good Guitar. Libido feels better. Not feeling a flatline currently. Taking each day as it comes. Thanks brother.
 
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