A Porn Story

CoolBreeze

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Day 100 No PMO

I MO'ed a few days ago. No fantasy No thoughts of porn. Just naturally got in tune with myself. Concentrated on my breathing.
Felt very natural. A different experience for sure. Like a experience of meditation.

Peace and Strength Reboot Family
 

guitar1968

Active Member
Day 100 No PMO

I MO'ed a few days ago. No fantasy No thoughts of porn. Just naturally got in tune with myself. Concentrated on my breathing.
Felt very natural. A different experience for sure. Like a experience of meditation.

Peace and Strength Reboot Family
That's great. That's where I hope to get to eventually.
 

CoolBreeze

Active Member
Flowing in Day 102 No PMO
Realizing how much PMO was a time waster. In preparing for an important project for work things just went smoothly because I have time to focus and even step back and take a look at the entire project. I don't feel rushed and just generally more relaxed.

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CoolBreeze

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Beginning Day 104

The past few days I haven't been feeling what I call the occasional shrinky dink. It feels full and alive 24-7 for the first in a long time.
For me D Day plus 12 or 102 days was the charm. 90+12 days.

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CoolBreeze

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Coming out of Day 114. No PMO

Things have been good. Just working a lot which is good. I have some time off before I start traveling for work.
Not even thinking about Porn. I feel calm, relaxed not stressed. I've learned a lot about myself in these 114 days. Getting Porn out of my life gave me a course correction going forward. I'm learning how to connect to myself and connect with women with positive energy and sharing intimacy. Discovering my own intimacy was a key for me. Not using external measures not using external stimuli. The journey continues.

Peace and Strength Reboot Family.
 

guitar1968

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I was just writing almost the same thing to someone else. I have reached a complete calmness that I haven't known for a long time when it comes to porn. It's really just fading away. I know it took over 100 days to get there and now I'm in the 150's and really feeling more positive and comfortable. It's amazing how we think we have to keep doing it and we can't quit. We actually can. I wish I didn't let it get so far for so long. But, I'm here now and happy about. Glad to hear you are feeling the same way.

Keep going strong. Peace and Strength to you as well.
 

CoolBreeze

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I was just writing almost the same thing to someone else. I have reached a complete calmness that I haven't known for a long time when it comes to porn. It's really just fading away. I know it took over 100 days to get there and now I'm in the 150's and really feeling more positive and comfortable. It's amazing how we think we have to keep doing it and we can't quit. We actually can. I wish I didn't let it get so far for so long. But, I'm here now and happy about. Glad to hear you are feeling the same way.

Keep going strong. Peace and Strength to you as well.
Yeah Guitar I can't believe the calmness I feel about so many things in my life. I've been reading a book called Mastering Your Emotions which has given me some insight into Managing my Emotions. It's been a big help. Glad things are going well for you also.

Peace and Strength
 

CoolBreeze

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Haven't heard from you in a while CoolBreeze. I hope all is well and you have moved on to better things!
Thanks for the post Guitar. Been traveling for work the past few weeks. Everything is good feeling the best I have in a long time other than tired from walking through Airports and crazy early flights. 131 Days No PMO and No Porn viewing or P Sub. I MO'ed 4 times in the last 130 days but it's completely different. No fantasy No Porn visions. It's like a meditative state when it happens. It doesn't stem from boredom or triggers. Feels healthy. Hope all is well bro.
 

zackergeet

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Thanks for the post Guitar. Been traveling for work the past few weeks. Everything is good feeling the best I have in a long time other than tired from walking through Airports and crazy early flights. 131 Days No PMO and No Porn viewing or P Sub. I MO'ed 4 times in the last 130 days but it's completely different. No fantasy No Porn visions. It's like a meditative state when it happens. It doesn't stem from boredom or triggers. Feels healthy. Hope all is well bro.
Greg job cool Breeze day 70 of no PMO. Quick question, after MOing did that send you to a flatline? Keep going hope I can reach the 130 days like you. Best of luck!
 

guitar1968

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Thanks for the post Guitar. Been traveling for work the past few weeks. Everything is good feeling the best I have in a long time other than tired from walking through Airports and crazy early flights. 131 Days No PMO and No Porn viewing or P Sub. I MO'ed 4 times in the last 130 days but it's completely different. No fantasy No Porn visions. It's like a meditative state when it happens. It doesn't stem from boredom or triggers. Feels healthy. Hope all is well bro.
Fantastic! I'm in much the same place that you are. The longer I'm away, the easier it gets and the better I feel. Glad you stopped back in.
 

CoolBreeze

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Greg job cool Breeze day 70 of no PMO. Quick question, after MOing did that send you to a flatline? Keep going hope I can reach the 130 days like you. Best of luck!
I think it was like day 95 or so that I MO'ed. Didn't experience a flatline in the days after. As I got well into the 100's of days the dead dick feeling was gone.
 
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