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CoolBreeze

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Day 153 No PMO

About to end day 153 No PMO. Libido is back big time. More morning wood than I can ever remember having. Work really picked up the start of September so that's been keeping me busy. There have been a few occasions of porn visions very quick ones but I did not act on them. I shut them down as quickly as they "come". No pun intended. Emotionally I feel the best I ever have. I'm just going to keep it moving. Just live life Porn free to the best of my ability.

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zackergeet

Active Member
Day 153 No PMO

About to end day 153 No PMO. Libido is back big time. More morning wood than I can ever remember having. Work really picked up the start of September so that's been keeping me busy. There have been a few occasions of porn visions very quick ones but I did not act on them. I shut them down as quickly as they "come". No pun intended. Emotionally I feel the best I ever have. I'm just going to keep it moving. Just live life Porn free to the best of my ability.

Peace and Strength Reboot Family
Fantastic my friend. Keep it up you are doing great!
 

CoolBreeze

Active Member
Day 182 No PMO

Things have been good as far as no PMO and no Porn and work. Been very busy with work. As the Holidays approach work is getting less busy.
I've been trying to concentrate on my emotional issues and find some solutions to that. For me Porn was a branch of my tree of addictions. The roots of those branches have to be looked at. So I'm examining those roots because they are damaged. Time to plant a healthy tree with healthy seeds.

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CoolBreeze

Active Member
As I come up on 200 Days of No PMO. I'm going through a bout of depression. Be feeling just numb. Not overly sad just blank. It reminds me of Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome I experienced about 6 months after quitting alcohol. It's been about 6 months with no porn. Staying the course of no porn. Life on life's terms.

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JerryTX

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Great job on 200 days! Nice accomplishment and also great job on eliminating alcohol. I really need to eliminate alcohol as well as I do know it leads to lowering my inhibitions. When I travel for work I don't drink as I know it's a trigger when I am in my hotel room. I will have to read up on Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome as I haven't heard much about it. Curious on quitting alcohol...was this just a complete stop or did you attend meetings etc..? Thanks for your encouraging posts!
 

CoolBreeze

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I've come across a few things just watching a few of my favorite TV shows. I love the Law and Order franchise. Seriously Sweat Pants for the Brain. But there have been a few scenes were there scantily clad women. I just said to myself whatever. The girl on TV is not here. The trouble is in my mind. The thoughts are not reality. Just like any porn girl or porn scene. The journey continues.

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