A way back to the light

Biz

Member
What's going on my brothers! So first of all let me say one thing; 'Recovery' by Russell Brand......get yourself a copy pronto cause it is speaking to me like nothing else. Second of all I need to do a tad bit more posting on here as I keep forgetting that the best way to overcome an addiction, bad habit, compulsion.....whatever we want to call it is by surrendering to a communtiy of people who are dealing with the same shit! That being said I would be highly interested in maybe finding someone to be an accountability partner with? Think it would help keep me on the straight and narrow and I love to be helpful to people and so would give me great satisfaction to be a support to someone too. Anyone who thinks we could be a support to each other let me know!! I'm Day 5 hardmode
Hi if you need an accountability partner, I’m with it, care to exchange numbers?
 

46and2

Member
I'm partnered up with someone at the moment but don't see why we can't support each other also man. Feel free to send me a pvt message if youd like the chat !
 

46and2

Member
Day 16 and still in recovery thank God! I'm going away on holidays for a week so I'm taking extra care to be aware of triggers. But I'll be hanging our with some good friends so I don't think there'll be any time to worry about porn; I'll be off enjoying real life. I've had some urges today but I've found that rather than fight the thoughts I just surrender it. That doesn't mean giving into it of course but rather acknowledging the thought and associations with no judgment and then just let it go. I choose in that moment not to give my power to pornography but give it to the strength of this community and the faith that something better waits on the other side of the choice I never had the courage to make until now. Much love everyone and stay strong.
 

46and2

Member
Day 24 and still doing well. Just arrived home from a week of holidays so too tired to do a long post. I had a moment in holidays where I browsed escorts but I didn't MO to it nor did I look at any super hard-core material. I don't know if this means I should reset my counter or not but I don't want to get all worried about it so I think because I didn't Fap that I can keep my counter. If anyone disagrees I would like to hear your opinion but I'm still feeling good and will remain extra vigilant to triggers. Much love brothers!
 

yogi

Active Member
Day 24 and still doing well. Just arrived home from a week of holidays so too tired to do a long post. I had a moment in holidays where I browsed escorts but I didn't MO to it nor did I look at any super hard-core material. I don't know if this means I should reset my counter or not but I don't want to get all worried about it so I think because I didn't Fap that I can keep my counter. If anyone disagrees I would like to hear your opinion but I'm still feeling good and will remain extra vigilant to triggers. Much love brothers!
I would still call it a success. It means you were able to exercise your will power NOT TO PMO!
Keep up the good work.
 

46and2

Member
So it's with regret that I must surrender up a relapse to the community. I'm heading off to see a friend just to get away from my room and my negative thoughts but I'll offer more on my relapse tomorrow. What can I say; I made the wrong decision again.....so frustrating and yet I must take full responsibility for my actions. Hope everyone is doing well!
 

Freddy

Active Member
So it's with regret that I must surrender up a relapse to the community. I'm heading off to see a friend just to get away from my room and my negative thoughts but I'll offer more on my relapse tomorrow. What can I say; I made the wrong decision again.....so frustrating and yet I must take full responsibility for my actions. Hope everyone is doing well!
Think about what triggered you so that you can make better decisions the next time.
 

AJM

Active Member
So it's with regret that I must surrender up a relapse to the community. I'm heading off to see a friend just to get away from my room and my negative thoughts but I'll offer more on my relapse tomorrow. What can I say; I made the wrong decision again.....so frustrating and yet I must take full responsibility for my actions. Hope everyone is doing well!
Don't spiral down into binging on Porn . Take care brother
 
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