The last 4 evenings I should say. For some reason, I'm fine during the day but when the evening comes, I enter a fuckin deep depressive episode. I don't understand why the evening. Maybe it's how my brain works. I used to have those massive depressive episodes in the evening when I was about 19. Maybe it is because I can't "medicate" myself anymore with porn and getting drunk. Staying away from two addictions at once is very difficult.I've been feeling pretty miserable in the last 4 days.