I know what you mean. So far this is what got me every time. Cruising trough flatline then the urges hit (backed by a lot of sexual energy) then a bit of a struggle and then bam.I am finding it more difficult to control my urges.
I dealt urges by getting outdoors.I know what you mean. So far this is what got me every time. Cruising trough flatline then the urges hit (backed by a lot of sexual energy) then a bit of a struggle and then bam.
Are you channeling this energy to some project of yours?
Or maybe the point is to be able to look this urges in the eye and say - No thank you? Level up on urge surfing?
Wish you good luck
EW
Dude. You're story is crazy encouraging. I just read from the begining and how you just committed to it, I'm challenged to do the same. Thanks for sharing.Day 91 - victory so far
Its been great journey so far , and the benefits are innumerable.
I wish and pray that every addict somewhere in the journey gathers enough strength and courage to confront this demon .
I do feel I have wings to fly now n not just to sexual related issues but my personality has changed for good.
Its been a fulfilling journey inside. I wish this for everyone.
Thanks Neil , that made me review my journal also.I read the start of your journal again today brother! You have come so far in 90 days it's incredible!
Day 101 - victory so far.
As I reflect back on 20 years spend in finding escape in porn (instead of facing the struggle's and we all have in journey of life) ; I realize how hindered my growth as a man was.
I am astonished to see the growth I have seen in myself in last 100 days.
I am aware of the fact that these are early days in my no PMO journey, I am encouraged by the gifts this journey has bestowed upon me in such a short time span.
I pray for more strength and courage for everyone in this journey.
God bless us all.
Good stuff, man! 4 months! That's outstanding progress!Its Day 121 - Victory so far.
I am living a life I always wanted to.
I pray the same for every one.