LearnEveryDay
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Day one of Reboot.
I have been a compulsive porn user since my early teens, starting with magazines around 11-12 and then Internet porn into my mid to later teens. Struggled with porn induced ED and loooong refractory periods if any at all. One of my triggers is lying in bed - I’ve used the habit to “relax” for as long as I can remember, yet it is just a distraction from laying quietly with my thoughts. Over the last 8 years or so my habit has improved off and on. About 5 years ago I had a year of sobriety, then took a look again and that was all she wrote. I am in SAAPP, and use Fortify and all sorts of apps and blocks to fight this thing for the last 8 years or so, and have certainly improved and learned many things, but have not yet been able to maintain sobriety. So, I’m joining you folks in adding yet another weapon to the arsenal. I want to give all of myself to my wife, without selfish sexual behavior, and set a good example for my kids. I want to have peace and understand healthy sex. So, let’s get it!
I have been a compulsive porn user since my early teens, starting with magazines around 11-12 and then Internet porn into my mid to later teens. Struggled with porn induced ED and loooong refractory periods if any at all. One of my triggers is lying in bed - I’ve used the habit to “relax” for as long as I can remember, yet it is just a distraction from laying quietly with my thoughts. Over the last 8 years or so my habit has improved off and on. About 5 years ago I had a year of sobriety, then took a look again and that was all she wrote. I am in SAAPP, and use Fortify and all sorts of apps and blocks to fight this thing for the last 8 years or so, and have certainly improved and learned many things, but have not yet been able to maintain sobriety. So, I’m joining you folks in adding yet another weapon to the arsenal. I want to give all of myself to my wife, without selfish sexual behavior, and set a good example for my kids. I want to have peace and understand healthy sex. So, let’s get it!