First of all hi to everyone and sorry in advance if my english is a little bit rusty but i feel obligated to write atleast something here because if it wasn’t for this forum...(don’t even want to say it)
So, i’m a 22 year old and i started masturbating at 13, not even a month after that i disovered porn and i was hooked immediately. So that is almost 10 years and not even a week of all that time has went by that I didn’t masturbate to porn.
I got my first girlfriend at 16 and that’s when i started having sex(or at least was trying to). The girl was super hot, i got popular in high school because of that mostly, everything was great, except in the sheets where I couldn’t perform. We were in love so we kept trying(A LOT). The symptoms were this, i could get hard( and only about 70-80%) while sitting or lying on my back. The moment i tried any other position i would immediately lose it. Of course, we broke up after some time and all i was doing for the next year was feeling down and jerking it to porn to fill the void.
Eventually, i moved to a bigger city for college and went on a rampage of hooking up with girls. But as you might suspect, the problem was only getting worse, i had some semi-successful experiences but that was at best.
Then finally i started researching about my problem( took me long enough because i was always hoping that things would change somehow).
And now we get to the part that i hope that someone will recognize themselves in.
Unfortunately, before i found out about PIED, i run across VENOUS LEAK AND PEYRONIE’S DISEASE. I was a 1000% sure it was one of those two for me because the symptoms are all there especially VL ones. I was crushed, started to develop anxiety about it, constantly reading articles about it and was afraid to go to the urologist because if it was correct i would have to either do surgeries or have an implant put in my dick for it to fucking work. Couple months passed by and a lot of suicidal thoughts through my mind before i found reboot nation youtube channel and this forum where i was reading stories all day. I was sceptical at first because i was in part-denial that there was no way that porn was the problem, it had to be physical. At this time, i had no morning wood ever, no random erections, low libido.
It only took around ten days that i started getting rock hard erections throughout a day. I was happy like a damn child and was feeling better than ever in my whole fucking life. It all happened so fast and often that i just had to masturbate, only this time after all these years without porn. IT’S ALL IN OUR MINDS. I was masturbating
So, i’m a 22 year old and i started masturbating at 13, not even a month after that i disovered porn and i was hooked immediately. So that is almost 10 years and not even a week of all that time has went by that I didn’t masturbate to porn.
I got my first girlfriend at 16 and that’s when i started having sex(or at least was trying to). The girl was super hot, i got popular in high school because of that mostly, everything was great, except in the sheets where I couldn’t perform. We were in love so we kept trying(A LOT). The symptoms were this, i could get hard( and only about 70-80%) while sitting or lying on my back. The moment i tried any other position i would immediately lose it. Of course, we broke up after some time and all i was doing for the next year was feeling down and jerking it to porn to fill the void.
Eventually, i moved to a bigger city for college and went on a rampage of hooking up with girls. But as you might suspect, the problem was only getting worse, i had some semi-successful experiences but that was at best.
Then finally i started researching about my problem( took me long enough because i was always hoping that things would change somehow).
And now we get to the part that i hope that someone will recognize themselves in.
Unfortunately, before i found out about PIED, i run across VENOUS LEAK AND PEYRONIE’S DISEASE. I was a 1000% sure it was one of those two for me because the symptoms are all there especially VL ones. I was crushed, started to develop anxiety about it, constantly reading articles about it and was afraid to go to the urologist because if it was correct i would have to either do surgeries or have an implant put in my dick for it to fucking work. Couple months passed by and a lot of suicidal thoughts through my mind before i found reboot nation youtube channel and this forum where i was reading stories all day. I was sceptical at first because i was in part-denial that there was no way that porn was the problem, it had to be physical. At this time, i had no morning wood ever, no random erections, low libido.
It only took around ten days that i started getting rock hard erections throughout a day. I was happy like a damn child and was feeling better than ever in my whole fucking life. It all happened so fast and often that i just had to masturbate, only this time after all these years without porn. IT’S ALL IN OUR MINDS. I was masturbating