Take a frozen bath! Come on brother, I pray for you ...Day 11( in progress)
I am numb these days,feeling totally emaciated.Clarity is just on it's way.At the moment nothing seems to console me.I am in need of Help.Having wasted 11+ years in this addiction,I can't be taking it beyond 22y2m.I Have to strangulate this habit at this point in my life once for all.If I happend to continue with it I will be as stagnant in future as I have felt till now.I have to return to myself.I have to bid goodbye to this agonious phase of my life.I have my life but to be regained!
Brother, I'm close to you. I, in 552 days I have done worse than you, totaling a streak of 90 days, dozens of relapses and now I am at 63 ° but it is always the 0 ° day, now I am finally aware of it. He will pray for you. Thanks for your valuable experience.It was 30th relapse in between 250 days of journey . Right now I'm feeling totally enervated and drained. I wasted my clarity,Focus,a day and many more.All I want is to heal me.I don't have any concern with anything but Sobriety and clean from PMO....
After every relapse living life is so scary and frustrating that I prefer to be confined to nothingness.
Day 0 and hence totally wasted day for myself.
This is true. We don't escape porn addiction easily. If this was easy, we wouldn't actually be addicts. We have to be consistent and determined. Mistakes can (and will) happen but we need to practice mistakes management. Namely, making an effort not to relapse in the same way (this has proven important to me so far). But the real test comes when urges hit hard. Urges management is maybe no. 1 thing.DAY 1...(23 july)
18 Days was the last!can't be taking my freedom for granted.I will have to fight for my emancipation.
Is this the way I am going to live...It is certainly not desired.