JacobiThetaFunction
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Day 1 Completed! As AJM has recommended, I will engage in some important reflection (it's easy once you get out far enough to lose track of why you even started this whole journey):
Why Did I Start This Reboot? Three Main Reasons:
- To get rid of my PIED (so that in the future, I can have happier sex
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- So that I can actually make solid eye contact with people (especially girls), and therefore be less introverted and more confident
- Be able to focus and concentrate on my studies for longer periods of time (without thinking about PMO), and therefore be more productive
Lessons Learnt From Relapse:
- In circumstances where my dopamine levels are low (this could be after a long day of work, the day after being sick, etc.), I need to find alternative ways of improving dopamine production (the most accessible ways for me to do this would be to either spend 5-10 minutes meditating, or finding something to eat, such as a granola bar, and perhaps also take a good long drink of water and maybe walking around a bit).
- The Rebooting Process actually works. More specifically, it actually helps with my three main reasons mentioned earlier: in those 11 days of freedom that I had, I am confidently able to assert that my semen leakages completely stopped, that I had much less awkward and much more natural and sensible conversations with real people (especially girls) in public, and that my focus on my studies was utterly laser-sharp and my volume of output increased.
- Another thing I'm considering: since there are 23 pages-worth of success stories, I think if I read just one success story every day, and maybe comment on it, then it will help me to stay motivated on my own reboot. Even though other users may have different reasons for quitting p***, I believe we all share a common goal to just be a better, healthier, and nobler version of ourselves than we currently are.
Sincerely, Jacob
Why Did I Start This Reboot? Three Main Reasons:
- To get rid of my PIED (so that in the future, I can have happier sex
)- So that I can actually make solid eye contact with people (especially girls), and therefore be less introverted and more confident
- Be able to focus and concentrate on my studies for longer periods of time (without thinking about PMO), and therefore be more productive
Lessons Learnt From Relapse:
- In circumstances where my dopamine levels are low (this could be after a long day of work, the day after being sick, etc.), I need to find alternative ways of improving dopamine production (the most accessible ways for me to do this would be to either spend 5-10 minutes meditating, or finding something to eat, such as a granola bar, and perhaps also take a good long drink of water and maybe walking around a bit).
- The Rebooting Process actually works. More specifically, it actually helps with my three main reasons mentioned earlier: in those 11 days of freedom that I had, I am confidently able to assert that my semen leakages completely stopped, that I had much less awkward and much more natural and sensible conversations with real people (especially girls) in public, and that my focus on my studies was utterly laser-sharp and my volume of output increased.
- Another thing I'm considering: since there are 23 pages-worth of success stories, I think if I read just one success story every day, and maybe comment on it, then it will help me to stay motivated on my own reboot. Even though other users may have different reasons for quitting p***, I believe we all share a common goal to just be a better, healthier, and nobler version of ourselves than we currently are.
Sincerely, Jacob
). Anyways, the trip itself and all that went very finely, and we had lots of fun. However, during my sleep last night, I had very sexual dreams, not sure why. I hope they aren't an omen of another relapse... On the 2-hour car ride home, I also kept having really strong urges and flashbacks, and I was just desperately looking out the window at the passengers of other vehicles, wanting to see an attractive girl, and when I did see one, I would get a really strong erection that would last for maybe 2-3 minutes. I'm feeling more stable now, but I know I need to be very mindful and vigilant, and remind myself that p*** is a ancient relic of my past, not for me anymore. I think the only long-term solution to this is to actually get a gf, which I will definitely be shooting for in 1 month when school starts again. Anyways, that's all for today, and since this marks the 1-week threshold, I'm going to adhere to the initial plan I made earlier and post every other day now. Also, I'm halfway to my 2-week goal, so let's go!!!!!!