Out of hand

JackNHoff

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7/5 kick-off
Five days into my first real attempt at this. Perhaps it is wise to start a journal to note some of the helpful insights and actions that I think of or stumble upon.
  • One impulse at a time.
  • No matter the image or hot girl responsible for stirring desire in me. She is long gone once I rappel down the twisted porn rabbit hole. Turns out she isn't really what I wanted; she merely winds me up.
  • Colossal waste of time as hours slip away.
  • Seven months into my first serious, monogamous relationship in a long time. X is who I want to be with. I'll do anything not to mess this up.

jnh 7/9/21
 
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JackNHoff

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Nine days into reboot. Too soon for a flatline? It matters not whether a hot women passes close by, or my girlfriend initiates erotic genital massage –– yes, on me 🙄 –– zeeeero reaction. I'm in for the duration, but seriously, I wasn't expecting instant dick death.
 

Fappy

Respected Member
yeah normal i say. dont get stressed over it, your body (and cock) just need a rest so the flatline is its way of saying: "hey wanker, just leave me be for a while!"
on the other hand i say you should enjoy the flatline!
 

JackNHoff

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yeah normal i say. dont get stressed over it, your body (and cock) just need a rest so the flatline is its way of saying: "hey wanker, just leave me be for a while!"
on the other hand i say you should enjoy the flatline!
Thanks for the input, Fappy. No stress here, though. In fact, I'm THRILLED that my ED might've been my own doing. Giving up porn is a much more desirable antidote than meds and/or testosterone therapy. On that note: Cialis has no effect on me, and while my testosterone is "somewhat low," doc says not low enough for therapy.
 

JackNHoff

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Erased the last of my porn yesterday. Several relapses since I was last here, convinced me to eliminate this quick and easy source of temptation. Won't be easy, won't be perfect. I begin again.
 
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