I wanted to RAPE WOMEN when PMO was out of control

I admit I fantasized about raping women for PMO-induced hypersexualization. That's why I felt like shit. Sometimes I know you want to be raped. Where is the pleasure and love in these horrible thoughts? Where the healthy manhood? I was afraid to turn my fantasies into reality, thanks to this blog and the forum and my desire to stop PMO, these images have vanished completely and I am nauseated towards BDSM.


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this is a perfect example of the extent to which porn addiction absolutely fucks up your head. actually considering and fantasizing about raping someone. the next step is often following through with it.
and we all know what happens to rapists in prison...