submissivetoGod
Member
I admit I fantasized about raping women for PMO-induced hypersexualization. That's why I felt like shit. Sometimes I know you want to be raped. Where is the pleasure and love in these horrible thoughts? Where the healthy manhood? I was afraid to turn my fantasies into reality, thanks to this blog and the forum and my desire to stop PMO, these images have vanished completely and I am nauseated towards BDSM.