Hi Guys and Gals,
I thought I would check in with y'all, so after feeling invincible and going cold for a month I felt my strength return, I started dating women with vigorous energy and no problems for the months of September, then I felt my guy weakening and needing BJ to get an E, when I was standing at full attention before in Sep. I bought YBOP and it helped me work out a better plan, I realized even though I had not been looking at P or Ming, I was still looking at ads for companionship.
This was still giving me all the P i needed and made me suffer a setback. Now I'm no longer looking at these ads and my member's strength is growing, and I am starting to visualize intimacy with some of my coworkers. I forgot this feeling this feeling of the chase, I thought I was cool that women didn't get to me, and I just approached it all wrong, these are the thoughts you should have in your everyday life its the zest of life. Also other pointers for those going through what I have and finding my journal useful, when I started I quit hardcore P no M or O to it, and haven't seen the main source of P since July, just P substitutes-ads of fetishes and women.
This quitting of hardcore stuff has been a big event, and I treat it as a big event. When I found out later that I was getting the abuse from ads ( equate it to quitting drinking my putting down hard liquor for beer), I put that down and experienced some drawbacks at first but knew Id get through it cuz I had quit the big monkey. Now I cruise Fb a bit, but not really for stimulus for women but really to check where people are in life and I guess a bit boredom. I deleted dating apps cuz I knew that was a fix of some sort, you need to ask yourself where do I get my fixes, my enjoyment, and quash it little by little.
P just might fall under the addiction to the phone to be honest, quit enjoying private moments with interactive devices and I think you will much improve. I got a date tomorrow and I KNOW I WILL BE ABLE TO PERFORM. Yet I am still moving forward until I get E's in everyday moments of life. Thoughts about coworkers and women I encounter is a plus, this is where my eye is gazing at, the normalcy of women. Also, I will see shortly if I have to delete FB too if I plateau again. Keep going warriors, keep getting informed.
I fully suggest buying Your Brain on Porn, and last but not least take it easy on yourself. Count the small battles they will lead to you achieving victory, don't be hard on yourself, live your life, go out and meet people, I know it is only a matter of time before I'm healed completely, and if I suffer a momentary setback who cares when I consider how soft I was when I was with a person, sometimes my member wouldn't even go up in a girl's mouth. Now seeing a girl naked makes me semi E, it responds to touch and during the act I'm fully able to perform and take much enjoyment. I get MW everyday when sometimes when I was suffering. I wouldn't even get them. I love the improvements I'm making while understanding myself more fully. I love how my eyes are slowly starting to take more stimulus from real ladies as well.