Brooks1542
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24 days.
Went away this weekend and noticed that my YouTube feed has content on it that I had not seen in a while and that the comments were back.
This made me realise that maybe my porn blockers were down probably because of the different wifi connection.
I looked at porn for about half an hour immediately but didn't have a wank.
Over the rest of the weekend I would glimpse porn when I had a spare moment.
I remember reading in YBOP that looking at porn but not masturbating was actually a tactic people used to aid in the journey of giving it up.
I have no fucking clue how it helps.
I'm having serious urges now. 100x more so than I had the previous 3 weeks.
I had such clear reasoning in my head as to why I didn't want to keep watching porn, but when an easy chance to watch porn presents itself, I clamber at the chance and my reasoning to resist fades into the background.
Went away this weekend and noticed that my YouTube feed has content on it that I had not seen in a while and that the comments were back.
This made me realise that maybe my porn blockers were down probably because of the different wifi connection.
I looked at porn for about half an hour immediately but didn't have a wank.
Over the rest of the weekend I would glimpse porn when I had a spare moment.
I remember reading in YBOP that looking at porn but not masturbating was actually a tactic people used to aid in the journey of giving it up.
I have no fucking clue how it helps.
I'm having serious urges now. 100x more so than I had the previous 3 weeks.
I had such clear reasoning in my head as to why I didn't want to keep watching porn, but when an easy chance to watch porn presents itself, I clamber at the chance and my reasoning to resist fades into the background.