On the road again, just can't wait to get on the road again

24 days.

Went away this weekend and noticed that my YouTube feed has content on it that I had not seen in a while and that the comments were back.
This made me realise that maybe my porn blockers were down probably because of the different wifi connection.

I looked at porn for about half an hour immediately but didn't have a wank.
Over the rest of the weekend I would glimpse porn when I had a spare moment.

I remember reading in YBOP that looking at porn but not masturbating was actually a tactic people used to aid in the journey of giving it up.
I have no fucking clue how it helps.
I'm having serious urges now. 100x more so than I had the previous 3 weeks.

I had such clear reasoning in my head as to why I didn't want to keep watching porn, but when an easy chance to watch porn presents itself, I clamber at the chance and my reasoning to resist fades into the background.
 

Dannybou

Active Member
Hope you've been resisting the urges mate! They're temporary, the progress you've made and will make and the healthy real relationships you'll have in the future will be worth way more than pixels on a screen
 
Nope. PMO'd like 5 times in 24 hours.
Back on the horse again.
No point dwelling on my mistakes. I feel shitty enough as is.
 
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