Rebel79
Member
Hey everyone,
I‘m 42 yrs old, been married for 16yrs and since I was a teenager been a porn addict. For my entire marriage I ignored my wife, refused to have sex with her, lied and tore down her self esteem. All my attention was towards porn and being 100% selfish. In September of last year my wife finally caught me. By this point it had gotten so bad that I had also cheated on her. I want to overcome this destructive behavior and fix my marriage. I want to be the best version of me and a better husband to my amazing wife. I’ve been on a 60 day streak but everyday is a struggle and I know I can’t do this alone. I feel so much guilt and despair for what I’ve done and hate the person I was. I never want to be that person again and want to change.
I‘m 42 yrs old, been married for 16yrs and since I was a teenager been a porn addict. For my entire marriage I ignored my wife, refused to have sex with her, lied and tore down her self esteem. All my attention was towards porn and being 100% selfish. In September of last year my wife finally caught me. By this point it had gotten so bad that I had also cheated on her. I want to overcome this destructive behavior and fix my marriage. I want to be the best version of me and a better husband to my amazing wife. I’ve been on a 60 day streak but everyday is a struggle and I know I can’t do this alone. I feel so much guilt and despair for what I’ve done and hate the person I was. I never want to be that person again and want to change.