Lemthewiser
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Using this as my journal. Today is Day 70. Over the past two weeks I have experienced some drastic improvements. I’ve experienced some spontaneous erections, morning wood. I feel like I have life down there again! I can feel my anxiety slowly dissipating but I don’t want to get to high, because I know I have to be careful to not commit mistakes of the past. I do feel really blessed to have made it to this point. I am going to push through the next 20 days but I can honestly say as hard as the past two months have been, it is worth it to feel atleast this level of progress.
My only worry is this weekend I am scheduled to hang out with this beautiful girl who has made advances before in the past. Even though I would love to be involved romantically, if I’m lucky enough to be in that situation, I think I’ll have to communicate to her what’s going on and that I am waiting the full 90 days through. I can literally see her in two weeks time. Is that crazy?
My only worry is this weekend I am scheduled to hang out with this beautiful girl who has made advances before in the past. Even though I would love to be involved romantically, if I’m lucky enough to be in that situation, I think I’ll have to communicate to her what’s going on and that I am waiting the full 90 days through. I can literally see her in two weeks time. Is that crazy?