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Hey, I'm Sophie, 28 yo London girl. I guess it's time to accept that my life as it is can't go on the way it is. Not sure if I have a porn addiction or a 'regular' sex addiction, but I do know that porn had a huge impact on my life. Been watching porn since I early teens. First it was just curiosity I guess, but since my 15th or so I have been watching pretty much daily. From softcore to standard fucking to pretty rough hardcore. It impacted the rest of my life too: how I look, what I wear, how I act, my entire sex life. Not going to go into details, but looking at it rationally it's time to change.
It's not that I dislike who I have become or always dislike my life, but as I'm getting older I realize I just can't keep this up like this. I always thought I didn't mind having a reputation and all, but while most of my friends are getting serious with boyfriends, marrying, getting kids, I feel like I'm stuck. And there's other stuff too. Sometimes I'm sick of myself and feel like such a fuck-up. I think it's time to deal with my life.
It's not that I dislike who I have become or always dislike my life, but as I'm getting older I realize I just can't keep this up like this. I always thought I didn't mind having a reputation and all, but while most of my friends are getting serious with boyfriends, marrying, getting kids, I feel like I'm stuck. And there's other stuff too. Sometimes I'm sick of myself and feel like such a fuck-up. I think it's time to deal with my life.
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