I just got through a pretty close call. At work doing a task that required just a little more concentration and focus than I wanted, so I started looking up borderline material on my phone, and gradually started escalating the material more and more. Funny thing is, I wasn't even that into it, but I guess it was preferable to the work I was supposed to be doing. I found myself veering back to it every time I got stuck on my task. So it's an escape mechanism. Anyway, I was interrupted by my fiancee and luckily decided to stop afterward. But it was too close of a call.
I'm working on drilling into my head the idea "porn is not an option." It's just off the table. Now I got awfully close to crossing the line just now. But I think it's still a useful thing to keep in mind. Like just imagine there's no porn on the internet, and live that way. Just cut it out as an option in my life. I'm hoping to get some mileage out of that.
Not letting myself off the hook for getting so close to the edge today, but thankful that I didn't go further. Porn is not an option. Moving on now, getting back to real life.
PMO last week (starting Sunday): 4
PMO this week (starting Sunday): 0
Current streak: 3 days