jordan.morningstar
New Member
Hello folks,
I am Jordan. And I have a chronic porn and masturbation addiction. I am 32 years old and I have been masturbating since the age of 12.
Porn addiction started when I got my own PC setup in my bedroom. I am fucking tired and lost all hope on myself. I am a very outgoing and an extrovert person, but due to some fucked up relationships with crooked women ( have been in 3 relationships and all fooled me and made me feel like a vermin. I am still not able to digest that) I started masturbating with porn even more.
With smartphone, tablets and laptops and lightning fibernet, I almost got lost in the world of porn and masturbation addiction. I know the names of all popular pornstars by heart and I just keep fapping.
But since last 4 years, I have been making trying to reboot. My successful streaks were 100 days once and 90 days next time. After that I have no gap streak of only 1 to 20 days. I use remojo app, but no use.
I need support from you people for quitting and forgetting porn and masturbation forever. I have lost the sense of touch. I have become a cowardly introvert, I have no apetite. I have lost myself completely. I am unable to socialize with anyone ( I am afraid to talk, especially women) and cannot crack a single joke or have fun. I have lost my sense of humour.
I am afraid that I will never get a girl or be in relationship or married life or sex life. I am scared that I will die a loser. I have big dreams but I fear this porn and masturbation addiction will annihilate me. I feel no adrenaline. Nothing. I have become a non living thing.
I need you people to motivate me and up my morale in quitting this habit forever. I fapped twice today and having fucking migraine. I am tired of this lifestyle. Please motivate me to become the original outgoing funny me. Suggest me some lifestyle and diet which will make me feel super energetic and full of life, like I am always on my toes and super chilled.
Looking forward for your help. I will never forget you guys if you can help me crawl out of this blackhole forever. S.O.S
Jordan
I am Jordan. And I have a chronic porn and masturbation addiction. I am 32 years old and I have been masturbating since the age of 12.
Porn addiction started when I got my own PC setup in my bedroom. I am fucking tired and lost all hope on myself. I am a very outgoing and an extrovert person, but due to some fucked up relationships with crooked women ( have been in 3 relationships and all fooled me and made me feel like a vermin. I am still not able to digest that) I started masturbating with porn even more.
With smartphone, tablets and laptops and lightning fibernet, I almost got lost in the world of porn and masturbation addiction. I know the names of all popular pornstars by heart and I just keep fapping.
But since last 4 years, I have been making trying to reboot. My successful streaks were 100 days once and 90 days next time. After that I have no gap streak of only 1 to 20 days. I use remojo app, but no use.
I need support from you people for quitting and forgetting porn and masturbation forever. I have lost the sense of touch. I have become a cowardly introvert, I have no apetite. I have lost myself completely. I am unable to socialize with anyone ( I am afraid to talk, especially women) and cannot crack a single joke or have fun. I have lost my sense of humour.
I am afraid that I will never get a girl or be in relationship or married life or sex life. I am scared that I will die a loser. I have big dreams but I fear this porn and masturbation addiction will annihilate me. I feel no adrenaline. Nothing. I have become a non living thing.
I need you people to motivate me and up my morale in quitting this habit forever. I fapped twice today and having fucking migraine. I am tired of this lifestyle. Please motivate me to become the original outgoing funny me. Suggest me some lifestyle and diet which will make me feel super energetic and full of life, like I am always on my toes and super chilled.
Looking forward for your help. I will never forget you guys if you can help me crawl out of this blackhole forever. S.O.S
Jordan