Hey guys, I'm gonna get to the point quick.
Whenever I am in a relationship, I'm only focused on the girl. I don't really care about anything else in this time. I do watch porn when I am in a relationship, but not so much. My whole emotions seem to depend on the girl and this is how I lost all my relationships - I pushed all my ex girlfriends away from me. I'm just wondering if being abstinence from porn could solve this problem?
The second question: I've gone through a lot of shit in December 2020 and in January 2021 I lost my girlfriend. I'm all alone right now, no family, no friends - she was all I had. From January to this August I've gone nuts several times. I wrote her letters and send her some messages (like "please come back and help me", and some manipulative stuff like "I'm going to change, and I did this and that"), and I regretted all of these actions afterwards. It was like that somebody else took control over me. I didn't recognize myself anymore and I feel very, very bad and shameful. I hate who I am.
Could both of these problems be related to porn addiction?
I don't get past the 7 days..
Thanks for reading
Whenever I am in a relationship, I'm only focused on the girl. I don't really care about anything else in this time. I do watch porn when I am in a relationship, but not so much. My whole emotions seem to depend on the girl and this is how I lost all my relationships - I pushed all my ex girlfriends away from me. I'm just wondering if being abstinence from porn could solve this problem?
The second question: I've gone through a lot of shit in December 2020 and in January 2021 I lost my girlfriend. I'm all alone right now, no family, no friends - she was all I had. From January to this August I've gone nuts several times. I wrote her letters and send her some messages (like "please come back and help me", and some manipulative stuff like "I'm going to change, and I did this and that"), and I regretted all of these actions afterwards. It was like that somebody else took control over me. I didn't recognize myself anymore and I feel very, very bad and shameful. I hate who I am.
Could both of these problems be related to porn addiction?
I don't get past the 7 days..
Thanks for reading