Squidward81
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I'm struggling to get back on the horse. No M put keep looking at pics online. I sorta want to just go all the way to be done with it but I know it doesn't work that way. This sucks.
A few months back, I was in a real low & the hopelessness of being done with this was bringing up suicidal thoughts. I'm not there now but I really really don't want to go back there.
So, again, I restart. Just need to make it through today.
I'm struggling to get back on the horse. No M put keep looking at pics online. I sorta want to just go all the way to be done with it but I know it doesn't work that way. This sucks.
A few months back, I was in a real low & the hopelessness of being done with this was bringing up suicidal thoughts. I'm not there now but I really really don't want to go back there.
So, again, I restart. Just need to make it through today.