Hello all!
I am from Sweden and can't tell you how glad I am to find this cite.
I am 55 years old I am still married to the best women a man man find!
She is the light in the end if the tunnel.
So much anxiety over where I am/was going, need to stop and do something now!
I have a wonderful wife (good looking) witch I don't have sexual relationship with due to I use porn and that is taking over my life! Every time I sit down at the computer to game, write, surf (yes i am a 50+ years gamer) I end up surfing porn!
The thing is, its getting more and more advanced due to need of an I higher kick (something like that). To describe this is that you are fed with P of small girls (tinny small skinny) taking enormous big black ....! And what ells I start looking at BDSM and Transsexual and so on (this is not me)! It is like I have become another person, I can’t recognize myself! This P destructs the confidence and you keep wanting to see or hear that "played feeling" of enjoyment! This is so downward spiral that needs to end!
And like I said its not me it’s like the devil have taken over.
I love the fine things in life, like art, culture meeting people. Going to theater, concerts, galleries of modern and also classic art and sports. But consuming this amount of dirty P has made me num.
What more I think of this is destroying life for many people!
If this is getting to be a norm for over younger generation. and they start to think that this is how relationships is meant to be.
This must stop IMO!
All this i think is due to a wrong idé from what P give fore picture of what a fine thing should be between two persons.
What should be something wonderful and special romantic gets distorted!
All this anxiety is a start for me to reboot my brain, I want to see my old me again!
(Sorry for my bad English its not my native language)
//Swema
I am from Sweden and can't tell you how glad I am to find this cite.
I am 55 years old I am still married to the best women a man man find!
She is the light in the end if the tunnel.
So much anxiety over where I am/was going, need to stop and do something now!
I have a wonderful wife (good looking) witch I don't have sexual relationship with due to I use porn and that is taking over my life! Every time I sit down at the computer to game, write, surf (yes i am a 50+ years gamer) I end up surfing porn!
The thing is, its getting more and more advanced due to need of an I higher kick (something like that). To describe this is that you are fed with P of small girls (tinny small skinny) taking enormous big black ....! And what ells I start looking at BDSM and Transsexual and so on (this is not me)! It is like I have become another person, I can’t recognize myself! This P destructs the confidence and you keep wanting to see or hear that "played feeling" of enjoyment! This is so downward spiral that needs to end!
And like I said its not me it’s like the devil have taken over.
I love the fine things in life, like art, culture meeting people. Going to theater, concerts, galleries of modern and also classic art and sports. But consuming this amount of dirty P has made me num.
What more I think of this is destroying life for many people!
If this is getting to be a norm for over younger generation. and they start to think that this is how relationships is meant to be.
This must stop IMO!
All this i think is due to a wrong idé from what P give fore picture of what a fine thing should be between two persons.
What should be something wonderful and special romantic gets distorted!
All this anxiety is a start for me to reboot my brain, I want to see my old me again!
(Sorry for my bad English its not my native language)
//Swema
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