Cam Girl Addiction: From Financially Savvy to Buried in Debt

FittyBands

Active Member
Hi All,

So some updates. I have been on a rollercoaster. Recently, I started having sex with one of the models and for now I don't feel the urge to go on the site, mainly because I feel like I am wasting my time if I could just hang out with her. But I feel like I am using it as a substitute and once we stop talking eventually, I will relapse. Just wanted to share my updates.
 

Addictinsoldier

New Member
This might be the hardest thing I have done
I’ve literally just come across this entire forum and honestly I don’t think I’ve ever related to someone so hard in my life. Like literally you have spoken everything I have felt. I too have dealt and do deal with cam addiction. I’ve spent thousands and thousands on cams. I’m actually scared of calculating the total amount over the past 3/4 years but I know it’s way over 4 figures. I’ve found that being addicted to this has left me feeling empty and the same. I’ve been that “guy” who goes into a models room and spends the most they’ve ever seen. Probably because of ego. I’ve tipped to have their numbers and Snapchat’s and exhancged photos and videos which I always get a reaction that boosts my ego which again I think is just a business move from them. But I’m also looking to get myself out of financial debt and beat it this year. I’m glad someone like yourself has spoken out and mentioned it. I’m young too and have a decent career so I should be able to save and enjoy my life bur everything gets funded towards the cams which leaves me with nothing. Sad really. I keep dwelling on the past and that’s what haunts me. I can’t forgive my past. Ironic because I don’t stop dwelling on the past or stop mentally living there I can never move forward. I hope you beat this and just know I’m rooting for you. I’m in the same boat
 

FittyBands

Active Member
I’ve literally just come across this entire forum and honestly I don’t think I’ve ever related to someone so hard in my life. Like literally you have spoken everything I have felt. I too have dealt and do deal with cam addiction. I’ve spent thousands and thousands on cams. I’m actually scared of calculating the total amount over the past 3/4 years but I know it’s way over 4 figures. I’ve found that being addicted to this has left me feeling empty and the same. I’ve been that “guy” who goes into a models room and spends the most they’ve ever seen. Probably because of ego. I’ve tipped to have their numbers and Snapchat’s and exhancged photos and videos which I always get a reaction that boosts my ego which again I think is just a business move from them. But I’m also looking to get myself out of financial debt and beat it this year. I’m glad someone like yourself has spoken out and mentioned it. I’m young too and have a decent career so I should be able to save and enjoy my life bur everything gets funded towards the cams which leaves me with nothing. Sad really. I keep dwelling on the past and that’s what haunts me. I can’t forgive my past. Ironic because I don’t stop dwelling on the past or stop mentally living there I can never move forward. I hope you beat this and just know I’m rooting for you. I’m in the same boat
This really spoke to me. It's a constant battle. But I have faith we can beat it.
 

FittyBands

Active Member
Today, on 26 April 2022, I forced myself to be clean for good. I downloaded coldturkey, blocked it, locked it with a randomly generated password. I have no idea what that password is. So, I will never be able to access that site anymore. Ironically, I had a falling out with the cam girl I started having sex with a few weeks ago and the falling out turned me off so much that I wanted to block everything so I wouldn't be reminded of her. I feel free.
 

FittyBands

Active Member
First day of knowing I am clean. To anyone who needs it, downloading coldturkey, paying the $40 for the lifetime access, and blocking things permanently with a password you cannot remember is the way to go.
 

FittyBands

Active Member
I find this so weird...I didn't think a cam girl would put me over the edge. I was still thinking that maybe my will power would eventually be enough, I just needed to work harder. After all, that is the main issue right? Perhaps so, but I was making my life more difficult by having access. In reality, I wanted to "redo" my bad experience with a cam girl a couple years ago and see if I can meet one again and have sex with her. I succeeded, and afterwards I realized that it didn't help. Once the falling out happened with the new cam girl, I realized that I hated contributing to people like that. I didn't want to see her again or see others again. I knew that was my opportunity to block everything, before it wore off.
 
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