I will get out of this

Jerry0087

Jerry0087

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Hii I first encountered porn when i was about 12 currently i am 15 and badly wanted to leave pmo firstly it's nothing but a fun but slowly it became the worst part of my life i just relapsed about 5 minutes ago in the last 18 days i mastrubated 6 times means 1 in every 3 days the main reason I wanted to control pmo is that i am losing confidence i am not able to talk with girls i have small friend circle but after all my friend circle is one of the best leave it for now i know how devastating it can be if i dont leave so i want some advice that how can i control my last trigger was that i was searching someone's I'd on Instagram and then a account shows in search bar you know what type of account i am talking about i opened i didn't wanna watch the posts but i could not stop myself then after i opened browser searched it and now i am regreting
 
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Not a Rabbi

Not a Rabbi

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Keep going! You can do it! Good for you for working on this at such a young age. Make sure you are hanging out with your friends, exercising, and doing hobbies that don't involve the internet.
 
Ani7

Ani7

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Tanmay saxena said:
Day 1 completed and nothing to write much because you how easy it is control your urges in first w
Tanmay saxena said:
So after 19 days I relapsed but in these 19 days I gotta know one thing that I am not in addiction it's due to edging effect so from I am restarting my journey but In these 19 days I found some improvements in myself like my appetite is increased my confidence increased a little bit I am trying to control it from almost 2 months and in last two months I have mastrubated less than 10 times and before august my social science teacher thinks that I am a guy who don't like to study but when I gained enough confidence that I can speak in front of him I am his favourite student so from today I am restarting my journey
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You are doing great Tanmay. Just don't be disheartened. If possible just stay away from social media. Set the youtube on Restricted Mode.
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Jerry0087

Jerry0087

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Few minutes ago i mastrubated again but this time I took a step in which I installed a VPN named onibbi VPN which blocked every porn site or every adult ad i had this vpn before but I could turn it off but today i installed app lock locked the vpn with the help of my friend and the best thing is that if I try to install new browser the new browser will automatic get included in the vpn list
 
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AJM

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Great Tanmay , congratulations for day 4.
You are really lucky to realize the adverse effects of porn and associated with this forum at age tender age of15 yrs.
all the very best.
 
Jerry0087

Jerry0087

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5th day completed in this journey and in the challenge of no nut November but yesterday I got too many urges but the protected vpn saved me and one more change i saw in myself is that first i used to get so many erection no matter where I am but now there are no or negligible unnecessary erections my all tries inthe last three are now visible for me
 
Jerry0087

Jerry0087

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And i have also changes my thread name from starting again to i will get because this the last time I mastrubated
 
Jerry0087

Jerry0087

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3rd day completed but TOMMORROW is my 5th of my this journey the day when I find myself weakest again my brain or my urges but this time I need to complete this day
 
Jerry0087

Jerry0087

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4th day is completed and it is feeling like I have crossed a difficult barrier because from last few weeks my streak continues no longer than 4 days so 💪💪💪
 
Takeoff

Takeoff

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I'm proud of you that you realized how porn influences the mind so quickly, unlike the most of us, keep going!
 
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