unchained
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Hey guys. I'm back after disappearing for over 3 years.
I've been reading through journals and success stories and decided I need to start a new journal for myself.
For me, the last three years I have more-or-less surrendered to fighting porn. I've fallen into a cycle of pmo sessions 3 to 4 times a week. I had all but accepted this was going to be my life moving forward.
However there is this nagging voice in the back of my head that keeps reminding me of the times when I've managed to live without porn. I really want to get back there again but needed a bit of a kick in the pants to get motivated.
Two things happened this week to make me decide to try again:
1. I'm on vacation and forgot my laptop at home. Sounds silly, but I've found the best way not to give in to temptation is to remove the temptation entirely. This will give me over a weeks separation from porn rather easily. A week head-start is a good thing.
2. I experienced PIED with the wife on our 2nd night here. I was also drinking heavily and it was a rushed situation but I am sick of it.
So...here we go again. I am on day 8. I plan to go hard mode for 90 and see where that takes me. Wife's birthday is 89 days so I'll give myself some grace if I come up a day short...lol
I've also been re-reading my old journal, though it's quite long. It helps to know I have had some past success, but it is also full of really wonderful advise from guys here on the forum...some that I see are still posting.
Anyway, if you are interested in my past, I have a 17 page journal out there but want to begin again with a fresh start.
Best wishes for everyone here.
I've been reading through journals and success stories and decided I need to start a new journal for myself.
For me, the last three years I have more-or-less surrendered to fighting porn. I've fallen into a cycle of pmo sessions 3 to 4 times a week. I had all but accepted this was going to be my life moving forward.
However there is this nagging voice in the back of my head that keeps reminding me of the times when I've managed to live without porn. I really want to get back there again but needed a bit of a kick in the pants to get motivated.
Two things happened this week to make me decide to try again:
1. I'm on vacation and forgot my laptop at home. Sounds silly, but I've found the best way not to give in to temptation is to remove the temptation entirely. This will give me over a weeks separation from porn rather easily. A week head-start is a good thing.
2. I experienced PIED with the wife on our 2nd night here. I was also drinking heavily and it was a rushed situation but I am sick of it.
So...here we go again. I am on day 8. I plan to go hard mode for 90 and see where that takes me. Wife's birthday is 89 days so I'll give myself some grace if I come up a day short...lol
I've also been re-reading my old journal, though it's quite long. It helps to know I have had some past success, but it is also full of really wonderful advise from guys here on the forum...some that I see are still posting.
Anyway, if you are interested in my past, I have a 17 page journal out there but want to begin again with a fresh start.
Best wishes for everyone here.