Anthony1987
Member
First of all i want to apologize about my poor English writing. i'm Brazilian and my mother language is portuguese. Having said it i'm gonna try to make this long story short.
I'm 33 years old ( 34 in December) and i remember to start to watch porn at 11/12 age. Since then i always had porn by my side in a daily basis.
Until my 30 age i had a "normal" sexual activity. Really active to be honest. Despite to have a DE ( i used to be super proud about it because i could last 3 hours having sex) and obsession for anal sex to the point that during sex i always had to imagine i was doing anal sex ( heterosexual) in order to cum.
At the age 30 i start to realize something wrong in my erections when i was about to having sex i had noticed some progressive weakness until the day that it totally faded. It happened again and again.
Off course i started to use Viagra, Cialis, Levitra , tribulus, maca peruana and all these stuffs that supposedly help ED problems. Being honest i already used to take these pills once in a while in order to prevent ED cause by performance anxiety since my 20's.
All the ED medications at the beginning seemed to work till don't anymore. At this point i was really desperate cause a couldn't keep my erection even watching porn and porn was my really close friend during the last 20 years.
So i started to google about ED and went to see a Doctor. During my google research i found out the Reboot Nation, NOFAP community , Your Brain in Porn etc. and started my reboot.
Back to the Doctor subject he prescribe-me Cialis daily and asked for a check-out that confirms what i already suspected I was totally healthy so my ED was caused by Stress supposedly.
Fun Fact the doctor related that lately he was receiving a lot of guys same age as me complannig about ed and for him all of them with the same stress dignoses .
Fun Fact II but not so fun, back to my reboot... as soon as i had started it i met my current Girlfriend and it was the best and worst thing to happen at that point. I was meeting my potential future wife after almost 5 years being single( just having casual partners) and i was felling like shit with all the flatline symptoms.
Brain fog, anxiety, lazy , my penis and my balls totally shrink, an erection at that point was just a far away memory, I had started to experience even homosexual thoughts something totally unthinkable so far, i'm 100% straight. It was really disturbing. Don't get me wrong... to be gay is pretty normal but i wasn't and never was.
Given the gilfriend conditions i really needed to reboot but i had no time so i had to pretend a fake busness trip during a month in order to keep the girl away and take more time to reboot. That month past very quick and whitten a 60 days' reboot i didn't feel ready to have sex.
Ready or not the day came and despite my not well conditions using a cialis and viagra blend i could performance satisfactory more than one time what in my case wasn't normal at all.
Off course i was really happy about my accomplishment even knowing i just performance under influence of ED pills. After all not too log time ago i couldn't work at all.
After these episode i became more relax and whitten the next 2 months i had kept no Porn/Masturbation and i had sex on weekends always taking ED pills. But I knew without the pills my erections was far from to ideal.
After some point i relapsed and back to porn to test myself and during a while it seemed improve my erections till it get worse again and then i back to reboot and relapsed again over and over. My ED was getting better an then worse depending on my no PMO evolution.
So throughout the last 3 years of reboots , relapses, getting better, getting worse, i can say there were some improvements cause i'm able to achieve an erection just thru masturbation without porn, i could reduze the amount of ED pills for just one ( i used to take untill 3 pills) , i notice having back my morning woods randonly but not always ( and it was gone for a long time) and eventually i could have sex without pills once in a while.
Despite the current improvents that i've related In the last 2 months i've decided to take more serious the NO PMO and see definitive results , i can say i'm really suprised. I haven't watched porn at all in last 56 days and just have mastubation when it is really necessaire.
So far my morning woods is quite often, the blood flow in my penis is really good improving even the sizing, I left the ED pills behind and i'm having sex with my girlfriend with a solids erections ( some of them better then if i had took pills).
That is my relate and again sorry about my poor English I hope it could help other guys to carry on into this journey.
The best advice i can give is stay away from porn and avoid the triggers like instagram, whattsapp groups with friends that often send porn , youtube videos porn related etc. just this way we can overcome the addiction. I relapsed tousands times even saying i wouldn't watch again and i'm still fighting to don't.
Stay positive e active guys. And if anyone wanna talk feel free to talk to me and help each other.
I'm 33 years old ( 34 in December) and i remember to start to watch porn at 11/12 age. Since then i always had porn by my side in a daily basis.
Until my 30 age i had a "normal" sexual activity. Really active to be honest. Despite to have a DE ( i used to be super proud about it because i could last 3 hours having sex) and obsession for anal sex to the point that during sex i always had to imagine i was doing anal sex ( heterosexual) in order to cum.
At the age 30 i start to realize something wrong in my erections when i was about to having sex i had noticed some progressive weakness until the day that it totally faded. It happened again and again.
Off course i started to use Viagra, Cialis, Levitra , tribulus, maca peruana and all these stuffs that supposedly help ED problems. Being honest i already used to take these pills once in a while in order to prevent ED cause by performance anxiety since my 20's.
All the ED medications at the beginning seemed to work till don't anymore. At this point i was really desperate cause a couldn't keep my erection even watching porn and porn was my really close friend during the last 20 years.
So i started to google about ED and went to see a Doctor. During my google research i found out the Reboot Nation, NOFAP community , Your Brain in Porn etc. and started my reboot.
Back to the Doctor subject he prescribe-me Cialis daily and asked for a check-out that confirms what i already suspected I was totally healthy so my ED was caused by Stress supposedly.
Fun Fact the doctor related that lately he was receiving a lot of guys same age as me complannig about ed and for him all of them with the same stress dignoses .
Fun Fact II but not so fun, back to my reboot... as soon as i had started it i met my current Girlfriend and it was the best and worst thing to happen at that point. I was meeting my potential future wife after almost 5 years being single( just having casual partners) and i was felling like shit with all the flatline symptoms.
Brain fog, anxiety, lazy , my penis and my balls totally shrink, an erection at that point was just a far away memory, I had started to experience even homosexual thoughts something totally unthinkable so far, i'm 100% straight. It was really disturbing. Don't get me wrong... to be gay is pretty normal but i wasn't and never was.
Given the gilfriend conditions i really needed to reboot but i had no time so i had to pretend a fake busness trip during a month in order to keep the girl away and take more time to reboot. That month past very quick and whitten a 60 days' reboot i didn't feel ready to have sex.
Ready or not the day came and despite my not well conditions using a cialis and viagra blend i could performance satisfactory more than one time what in my case wasn't normal at all.
Off course i was really happy about my accomplishment even knowing i just performance under influence of ED pills. After all not too log time ago i couldn't work at all.
After these episode i became more relax and whitten the next 2 months i had kept no Porn/Masturbation and i had sex on weekends always taking ED pills. But I knew without the pills my erections was far from to ideal.
After some point i relapsed and back to porn to test myself and during a while it seemed improve my erections till it get worse again and then i back to reboot and relapsed again over and over. My ED was getting better an then worse depending on my no PMO evolution.
So throughout the last 3 years of reboots , relapses, getting better, getting worse, i can say there were some improvements cause i'm able to achieve an erection just thru masturbation without porn, i could reduze the amount of ED pills for just one ( i used to take untill 3 pills) , i notice having back my morning woods randonly but not always ( and it was gone for a long time) and eventually i could have sex without pills once in a while.
Despite the current improvents that i've related In the last 2 months i've decided to take more serious the NO PMO and see definitive results , i can say i'm really suprised. I haven't watched porn at all in last 56 days and just have mastubation when it is really necessaire.
So far my morning woods is quite often, the blood flow in my penis is really good improving even the sizing, I left the ED pills behind and i'm having sex with my girlfriend with a solids erections ( some of them better then if i had took pills).
That is my relate and again sorry about my poor English I hope it could help other guys to carry on into this journey.
The best advice i can give is stay away from porn and avoid the triggers like instagram, whattsapp groups with friends that often send porn , youtube videos porn related etc. just this way we can overcome the addiction. I relapsed tousands times even saying i wouldn't watch again and i'm still fighting to don't.
Stay positive e active guys. And if anyone wanna talk feel free to talk to me and help each other.