Day two of hardmode; Woke up with a sting erection, worked out for a while then I got to work. No urges to PMO just bad thoughts of having sex with every attractive lady I see. I’m glad I made it through and I look forward to to going harder tomorrow.
These past weeks have been depressing and I’ve finally admitted im not normal. I need help. I need discipline. I’ve been PMOing every day for the past 7 days and I’ve hated it as much. I haven’t been able to control myself. I gave up but I realized I’m only hurting myself in the long run so I decide to start nofab after these few weeks. I did well today but this is just the beginning and I know the journey gets tougher as time goes on. I’m confident and I plan to do this with discipline. I mark today as day one as I prepare for the journey ahead.