Day 53


Day 53. Coming up on my first goal of 60 days. But honestly I try not to dwell on the numbers, it's just one day at a time. Not much has changed. I've been getting to the gym at least 4 days a week. I feel great. Still allowing myself only one orgasm a week and that's not alone. My partner and I fool around often during the week and I get close to orgasm but back off. I will say it has helped to keep my fire some what lit throughout the day...I am now finding myself fantasizing during the day about what took place the night before or that morning. Great to fantasize about "us" and not open scenes. I find i rarely think about watching porn anymore. There are days I find myself thinking about it but it's much easier now to redirect those thoughts to something else. Just gonna keep going and how that someday I don't even have to think about any of this... Just normal passion and desire and be able to truly feel the pleasure I once had.