Hi everyone, first time posting on this forum here and just wanted to let a few things off my chest.
I got introduced to porn at the age of 8. I had older friends at that time that introduced me to it. By the time I hit grade 4 I was watching porn at least everyday, I didn’t even know what masturbation was at that time. During high school I would say my porn addiction was at its worst. I remember days that I would lock myself in a room and go on a porn binge for 8 hours.
The types of porn I viewed also got worse over time. It went from vanilla, to rough, to hardcore anal and then all the way up to transsexual and sometimes beastiality. Even though it got progressively worse I never thought I had a problem. Until I got into my first relationship.
It was my first year uni when I met my current gf. The first time we tried having sex we were drunk so I blamed it on the alcohol. And then I blamed it on something else. It took me 6 months for me to realize that porn was the problem. And when I did I tried quitting but kept failing. My gf found out that porn is the problem too so she would regularly ask to make sure that I’m not watching it, but I would just lie straight through my teeth. I lied for about a year straight. I just couldn’t quit it the urges were too strong.
Until I got caught hard. My gf saw all the links and how bad my porn view habits were. That was my rock bottom.
Its been about 5 months since Last watched porn. My gf is still with me even though we went through a really hard time in our relationship because of me.
My ED hasn’t gotten much better. Actually sometimes it’s good most of the time its not. I’m struggling with not masturbating tho. Longest I’ve been without masturbating is about a week and a half. Anyone got any tips as to how I can make my ED finally go away I’m starting to lose hope
I got introduced to porn at the age of 8. I had older friends at that time that introduced me to it. By the time I hit grade 4 I was watching porn at least everyday, I didn’t even know what masturbation was at that time. During high school I would say my porn addiction was at its worst. I remember days that I would lock myself in a room and go on a porn binge for 8 hours.
The types of porn I viewed also got worse over time. It went from vanilla, to rough, to hardcore anal and then all the way up to transsexual and sometimes beastiality. Even though it got progressively worse I never thought I had a problem. Until I got into my first relationship.
It was my first year uni when I met my current gf. The first time we tried having sex we were drunk so I blamed it on the alcohol. And then I blamed it on something else. It took me 6 months for me to realize that porn was the problem. And when I did I tried quitting but kept failing. My gf found out that porn is the problem too so she would regularly ask to make sure that I’m not watching it, but I would just lie straight through my teeth. I lied for about a year straight. I just couldn’t quit it the urges were too strong.
Until I got caught hard. My gf saw all the links and how bad my porn view habits were. That was my rock bottom.
Its been about 5 months since Last watched porn. My gf is still with me even though we went through a really hard time in our relationship because of me.
My ED hasn’t gotten much better. Actually sometimes it’s good most of the time its not. I’m struggling with not masturbating tho. Longest I’ve been without masturbating is about a week and a half. Anyone got any tips as to how I can make my ED finally go away I’m starting to lose hope
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