I have been masturbating to fetish porn since age 11/12

msp0000

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Let’s go dude!! Sounds like you’re hitting a good stride. Small note: watch out for the stress right before the date that could cause a peek and relapse. I don’t know if you’re like me, but the stress and nervousness of right before (or even after) a date could sometimes cause a relapse for me. Just something to look out for! Great job brother, keep going!
i will watch out for that. thanks for the warning!
 

msp0000

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Day 10: Yesterday was the roughest day so far. Felt no sex drive at all and it's just making me feel like a weirdo... i'm feeling much better today though! i woke up with an erection and just have a more positive mood overall. wasn't able to go to the gym wednesday or thursday, and can't go today because i'm going out for my friend's birthday. Just going to go harder in the gym this weekend to make up for it :)
 

msp0000

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Day 13: had a crazy erection when i woke up this morning. having some urges to PMO, but i feel pretty strong and like i won't cave to the pressure. Trying to hold out til i see this girl on friday night :)
 

msp0000

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Still having issues getting an erection throughout the day. girl i've been talking to sent me a really sexy picture and i didn't get hard at all... makes me kind of fear for the worst, but i'll be back to normal in due time
 
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msp0000

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Day 14: 2 weeks baby! lets gooooooo. haha, anyways, I've had some light urges to PMO over the past couple days, but nothing crazy. Been able to resist the urge every time by thinking about how much better my life is without it. Thanks for all of the encouragement along the way guys, still have a long road ahead!
 

msp0000

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Day 15: honestly everything is going well with rebooting right now. the only thing that has been bothering me is that i really like this girl i've been seeing for a couple weeks, but i'm worried that when things get sexual i'm not going to be able to perform. causing me a lot of stress and anxiety, but i'm trying to relax. i fear i might've gone into dating too early into my reboot. we will see what happens on friday haha.
 

Filmguy30

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We’ll see what happens man! No matter what, even if the D isn’t ready to play, you’ll still be way better off with making a connection away from P! Proud you’re still killing the game my man.
 

msp0000

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Day 20: Just relapsed on PMO a few minutes ago.... Had a long, busy weekend with thanksgiving festivities. Kind of been letting myself go with going to the gym and learning javascript. However, my date on friday went well and i was able to get hard for her. Need to stabilize and start getting in a rhythm of going to the gym and practicing code after a hectic week last week. Not too mad at myself since my goal in doing this was to be able to get hard for a real life girl. Keep moving forward. Back to day 1.
 

msp0000

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Day 3: The girl I've been seeing came over last night and gave me head. Felt great and i was actually able to nut. She is very understanding of my PIED and is very willing to try and help. I'm fine with nutting on this journey of ending my porn abuse as long as It is with a girl irl. Gym has been going well, just need to start working on javascript again.
 

msp0000

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Had a tough time over the past couple days. I think the fact that i've been having consistent sex with my new girl has made me feel more comfortable about PMO. I need to resist my urges and not cave to engaging in PMO.
 
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