My First Day Free(?)

Simon824

New Member
I am 19 years old and a college student

It’s 5:09 PM for me. I just absolutely ruined a friendship by asking randomly if they want to sext. They promptly declined and said that they don’t want to just be used for that. Normally I would have never asked for that in the first place, but ever since the start of quarantine I’ve found myself to be very addicted to porn through how I interact with several people. I’ve been more wanting of sexual content from people I know, and it’s starting to tear apart relationships. If I want to live a healthy, normal life, I can’t behave like this anymore. I’m going to try my god damn hardest to quit porn.
 

Simon824

New Member
Common triggers with me include
- boredom
- just seeing nudity
- any conversation even involving the topic of sex (yes my addictions this bad)

I spend a lot of time not doing anything so half of the time, getting off to porn just helps pass the time, and that’s not something I want to continue going down the line in my life.
 

Takeoff

Member
- any conversation even involving the topic of sex (yes my addictions this bad)
I've been like this too, maybe even worse; about 6 months after I started trying to get rid of the PMO habit, I had days when almost anything I thought about would come down to sex-related stuff attached to it. This might sound like a joke but it's not; Any word I heard would be transformed to have sexual background in my mind. Clothes, hand, cucumber, literally anything. You get it.
But as for now, it's much better. It's admirable that you noticed what's going on and started taking a step towards the better.
Good luck and keep following this path.
 

Simon824

New Member
I am 19 years old and a college student

It’s 5:09 PM for me. I just absolutely ruined a friendship by asking randomly if they want to sext. They promptly declined and said that they don’t want to just be used for that. Normally I would have never asked for that in the first place, but ever since the start of quarantine I’ve found myself to be very addicted to porn through how I interact with several people. I’ve been more wanting of sexual content from people I know, and it’s starting to tear apart relationships. If I want to live a healthy, normal life, I can’t behave like this anymore. I’m going to try my god damn hardest to quit porn.
I relapsed several times today. I had previously blocked adult websites on both my phone and PC, but Reddit’s honestly my main source of adult content. I visited it several times today, and am now realizing that I should delete the account I browse and post adult content on. It’s all about baby steps, but I wish this problem would disappear in the blink of an eye.
 

Jerry0087

Member
Common triggers with me include
- boredom
- just seeing nudity
- any conversation even involving the topic of sex (yes my addictions this bad)

I spend a lot of time not doing anything so half of the time, getting off to porn just helps pass the time, and that’s not something I want to continue going down the line in my life
I am 19 years old and a college student

It’s 5:09 PM for me. I just absolutely ruined a friendship by asking randomly if they want to sext. They promptly declined and said that they don’t want to just be used for that. Normally I would have never asked for that in the first place, but ever since the start of quarantine I’ve found myself to be very addicted to porn through how I interact with several people. I’ve been more wanting of sexual content from people I know, and it’s starting to tear apart relationships. If I want to live a healthy, normal life, I can’t behave like this anymore. I’m going to try my god damn hardest to quit porn.
Hey Simon if you want to start the journey with a plenty of knowledge about you should read your brain on porn by Gary Wilson it is a great book now i am too strong from my past because i know why am I getting urges and how to supress it if you don't wanna buy that book you can also download an ebook because everything is fair in love and war at the end all I can say is good luck
 
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