Blackbird025
New Member
Hi,
I am 29 and I have porn induced ED, I didn’t notice this until recently I couldn’t enjoy it even a bit with my girlfriend, I have started feeling sex in overrated and thinking in my own head that bj excites me or me doing other stuff to girl making her moan excites me, trying role play excites me but it does not, I feel I am a freak, I am dealing with so much of anxiety that one moment I think I won’t do an activity and the other moment I do it, I was so fucking determined in my head few years, I could control my mind and now it is taming me like a slave, I even consulted physician and he prescribed some meds and still I don’t get hard erections, I told him I am very much hooked to porn and he was like it is normal, so didn’t shut it down completely until recently I read this book “ your brain on porn” and now I realise how much I have damaged my brain just for those milliseconds of dopamine hit. I am getting married and and have anxiety issues whether I’ll able to perform or not and she would leave me because of my insecurities these thoughts are killing me.
please help me how do I rewire my brain. I even have suicidal thoughts sometimes that I am worthless, feel cornered and feel no one loves me.
please someone help me out.
I am 29 and I have porn induced ED, I didn’t notice this until recently I couldn’t enjoy it even a bit with my girlfriend, I have started feeling sex in overrated and thinking in my own head that bj excites me or me doing other stuff to girl making her moan excites me, trying role play excites me but it does not, I feel I am a freak, I am dealing with so much of anxiety that one moment I think I won’t do an activity and the other moment I do it, I was so fucking determined in my head few years, I could control my mind and now it is taming me like a slave, I even consulted physician and he prescribed some meds and still I don’t get hard erections, I told him I am very much hooked to porn and he was like it is normal, so didn’t shut it down completely until recently I read this book “ your brain on porn” and now I realise how much I have damaged my brain just for those milliseconds of dopamine hit. I am getting married and and have anxiety issues whether I’ll able to perform or not and she would leave me because of my insecurities these thoughts are killing me.
please help me how do I rewire my brain. I even have suicidal thoughts sometimes that I am worthless, feel cornered and feel no one loves me.
please someone help me out.