I loathe this addiction...

[SLT1978]

So...I'm starting again...again. Just started day 3 after acting out on Friday night.
43 years old in the UK. Beautiful wife and two kids.
Been using porn and webcam sites for years and have been trying to stop for nearly four years.
I think the longest I have gone without using is a month/six weeks but that was a while ago. More recently the longest I've managed is around two weeks. I'm sick of it having this hold over me and the impact it has upon my life.
I hate having to keep this part of my life secret and not being able to talk to anyone about.

 

[JerryTX]

Welcome to RN. You will find lot's of good information here. That is why we are all here..we loathe this addiction and its grip it has on our lives. This will be a journey and my hope is you find some good from the men struggling with you. Glad to have you and nice job on your new beginning.

 

[guitar1968]

Welcome to the group. Lot's of support here. Not an easy journey, but one that is worth taking.

 

[SLT1978]

UPDATE...
So I'm now starting day 6. It's not been easy but I've done 6 days which is the most I've managed in a long while. I've had ample opportunity (staying away from home for work, staying up later etc) but haven't done anything.
One day at a time...

 

[Carl_Smith]

You can do it. It really is all in your head. I thought I was trapped for at least 10 years and convinced myself that even trying to quit would be pointless. That was a lie. It's a chemical addiction that you can be _happy_ to quit!