forestwater
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Day 64: The MO temptation is still strong. It was especially strong last night; I was having a rough time, and I knew that a big boost of dopamine from orgasm would help me feel better. However, I refrained, which I'm thankful for. If I get into the habit of using MO as an emotional boost, then I think it would be a slippery slope back into PMO.
I could today, too, but I think I won't due to the possibility of sex with my partner. I don't know if it will happen, but if it does, I will be grateful that I didn't MO earlier and that I saved my sexual energy for my beloved. If we don't have sex, then that's okay! I can save that energy for another day.
As stated before, I don't think MO is completely detrimental to my progress. However, I've read plenty of stories on here about how hard mode is the most helpful way to reboot. A total lack of orgasm is not really sustainable for me, but at the same time, if I can avoid it, I might as well, right? It can only help.
I could today, too, but I think I won't due to the possibility of sex with my partner. I don't know if it will happen, but if it does, I will be grateful that I didn't MO earlier and that I saved my sexual energy for my beloved. If we don't have sex, then that's okay! I can save that energy for another day.
As stated before, I don't think MO is completely detrimental to my progress. However, I've read plenty of stories on here about how hard mode is the most helpful way to reboot. A total lack of orgasm is not really sustainable for me, but at the same time, if I can avoid it, I might as well, right? It can only help.