It's strange this situation. Having the control of a 13 year old boy. This morning, I woke up. I had about 10 minutes until I had to get out of bed and get started with the day. I whispered to my wife, got close to her and started rubbing her back as she slept. We were in a spooning position. I rubbed her back as her ass brushed against me. I was rock solid hard. I did my best not to thrust or grope or anything. After all I wasn't there for a quickie. At one point, still sleeping, she arched her back, pushed her ass out and rolled her shoulders towards me. The shoulder roll placed her breasts in my hands instead of her back. Immediately I was on the razor's edge of climaxing. my only option was to freeze. I didn't breath, didn't blink, didn't move. I prayed that she wouldn't move too much lest I make a complete mess out of her ass. I've always wanted to know what it would be like to be a teenager again.....lol. I didn't quite picture this scenario though.
I'm frustrated by this, and it's rather embarrassing.........but you know what? My dick is getting rock hard for my wife. Yes, it's embarrassing but not nearly as embarrassing as the feeling of her
tugging away on a limp dick trying to shake life into it. I'm hopeful that with some practice I will regain the stamina I once had.
@otanerferguson I think I agree with you. At this point in time, masturbation is not something I'm interested in. Maybe in the future. Right now, I like that 100% of my sexual energy is directed towards my spouse.