I am now PMO free for 61 Days. I think I am in some sort of flatline since I rarely get morning wood and it lasts only for 30-60 seconds if so. I also seem to get turned on by fantasizing about rough sex with hot women. For example today at the gym I was checking out and lusting a fitness chick. Do you think this kind of fantasizing is porn addiction related or is it just what men normally do when they see beautiful women working out?
All in all I feel more grounded, no brain fog and much less shame since I stopped watching porn. I have better connection also with my friends and family. Only thing that bothers me is that I find it difficult to pick up women from bars. I have this strange conflict in my mind that in one hand I would like to settle down and find a girlfriend but on the other hand I would like to pick up women from bars and have lots of one night stands. Can anyone relate to this and could this be porn related somehow?
All in all I feel more grounded, no brain fog and much less shame since I stopped watching porn. I have better connection also with my friends and family. Only thing that bothers me is that I find it difficult to pick up women from bars. I have this strange conflict in my mind that in one hand I would like to settle down and find a girlfriend but on the other hand I would like to pick up women from bars and have lots of one night stands. Can anyone relate to this and could this be porn related somehow?