Miltiades PS
New Member
Hello guys,
I don't really know what to say. I've struggled with this addiction for over half my life. I am currently 17 years of age, first introduced to porn around age 7. Most wouldn't really consider what I was exposed to as porn since it was only a women's underwear magazine, but it drove me to look for more. I eventually was able to find hardcore porn on the internet and started looking at porn for hours. At this point, I had no idea what masturbation was and simply stared at porn pictures. Simply looking at porn was manageable, I could control myself, but then I learned to masturbate, and ever since I have had no control. I can't break away from porn for 4 days. I always fail to break away from it. I'm failing at everything, and I can't say focused at all. Everything from hobbies to my homework I am failing in, because I cannot stay focused.
I just want it to end.
I don't really know what to say. I've struggled with this addiction for over half my life. I am currently 17 years of age, first introduced to porn around age 7. Most wouldn't really consider what I was exposed to as porn since it was only a women's underwear magazine, but it drove me to look for more. I eventually was able to find hardcore porn on the internet and started looking at porn for hours. At this point, I had no idea what masturbation was and simply stared at porn pictures. Simply looking at porn was manageable, I could control myself, but then I learned to masturbate, and ever since I have had no control. I can't break away from porn for 4 days. I always fail to break away from it. I'm failing at everything, and I can't say focused at all. Everything from hobbies to my homework I am failing in, because I cannot stay focused.
I just want it to end.