I guess so. But she's good company and if I wasn't overthinking things and just considered her to be another friend then I think I'd happily hang out with her.This to me sounds like you're NOT interested.
I think if it weren't for this ^ then I'd not be so overanalytical of it all.But then the longer this goes on the more it's like a relationship and the more I feel locked into this single monogamous thing.
I think porn might be affecting affecting things here. I mean, I'm worried about having only one partner when I haven't even got one yet hahah. And I think this is true: "If you really liked this girl (both personality and physical attraction) you probably wouldn't be worried about this as much." If you find someone who you're very holistically attracted to, you'd be launching right in, not worried about missing out on something somewhere else.1. You don't necessarily have to have a relationship with a girl, especially right off the bat, you can just keep it casual. This is okay as long as you express your intentions forthrightly and don't misrepresent.
2. Your past porn habit might be affecting your thoughts when it comes to these matters. I think monogamy can be hard for many, including myself, but many of my thoughts have changed as I've become further and further away from porn. I still think what you're thinking, but I will say those thoughts have been considerably toned down over the last six months.
3. If you really liked this girl (both personality and physical attraction) you probably wouldn't be worried about this as much.
This is true and a good reminder to stay the course no matter what.
Keep killing it!
I think that's what I'm mostly frustrated about.
1. I don't know why I haven't found that person yet. So few people are accessible socially (i.e. I'm not that keen on just chatting up random people on campus) and attract me on multiple levels.
2. If I were to find that person, I'm not sure I'd be that happy about it because I also have this reptilian brain telling me to go out there and have sex with all the women.
Maybe my standards are too high and I'm expecting some super-intelligent supermodel? I don't know haha.
It does just annoy me a little that me just trying to get back into the dating game is a bit like this. Worrying about leading other people on, etc. I don't even know what I want is the thing.
I don't want to be an arsehole or anything. I'm just getting some thoughts off my chest and I'll figure out the best way forward for me and all parties involved.