I wish to see you winning! If you ever came across some days...just message me privately...85% chances are there I might reply soon. I'll be there.I have mo'd 4 times in the last 24h, but no porn.
I can feel myself losing control though and my resolve and good habits slipping.
My dick works, but my erection strength has diminished with each mo.
I have learned from my last relapse. That is why I am posting here now. This is my circuit breaker. Last time things just got worse and worse until I watched porn again.
I have come so far in this streak, and i will be throwing it all away if I continue on my current trajectory.
I need to stabilize again. I don't normally do this but I'm going to set myself a short term goal.
For the next 3 days I will post here in the evening updating my progress. If I so much as MO I will consider that enough to reset my streak. I need to win this fight otherwise it will just decay into porn use again.
This is my final stand and I'm defending my freedom. If I win this battle I can see myself winning the war. This is an important few days.
To succeed I need to stop wasting my days procrastinating and instead get busy. That is key. At every cross road in the next few days I'm going to make the decision I know to be right. There's a lot riding on it.