Day 6 clean.
Just as hard and just as easy as ever. I don't know how to describe it, all I have to do is have a normal day and not watch porn - which is quite easy really - and yet somehow it's also so easy to slip up and find yourself doing something you shouldn't.
Back here this morning to reaffirm my commitment to never watching porn again. A week ago I journaled about all of my goals in life and the ways I can improve my life. Everything came back to one thing, beating porn addiction. My energy, my spirit, my productivity, my relationships, they'll all improve as I continually beat this thing.
If all goes well, in about a month or two I'll be feeling like a completely new person. Normal stimuli will start to feel good again, just everyday non-porn pleasure.
Fuck porn. It's very addictive but I'm working to remove it from my life forever. I don't watch porn anymore. That's not who I am anymore.
FUCK PORN!
See you tomorrow.