searching4good
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Keep up the good work @logicprox - each day without P is a triumph and a step closer to where you want to be. You've got this!
Amen brother.Porn is fantasy. Fantasy provides me nothing. I have to live in the real world.
Its great to see you pushed through! Those nights are very hard to get through, you've done an incredible job king8 days. Felt like using PMO a bunch of times last night, and woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to use again. I didn't.
I kind of tore the mask off of my PMO use earlier this year. I used to feel like it was out of my control but that just simply isn't true. It's a choice. It's always a choice. It may be a choice I want to make really badly, but it's a choice.
It actually kind of sucks to know that, cause it takes away the excuses and puts responsibility on my shoulders and nowhere else. But it's the truth.
There's plenty of good reasons for me not to use PMO, but this is one more. To learn to take control of my life instead of following the path of least resistance to an empty and unsatisfactory life.