Inkednready1
Member
It’s been a while since I have posted or even thought about posting. I began my journey last march and I can honestly say it worked! I had some setbacks but typically kept with my program. I continue working out, I don’t surf any explicit sites, and I rarely masturbate. I was experiencing morning wood on a regular basis, and my sex life was pretty much back to normal. With my success, I felt comfortable enough to stop tracking my daily activities and was pretty good at avoiding triggers.
A couple months ago something changed. My wife moved out of state (we are still going strong, she moved to take care of family concerns). The move left me with ALOT of free time. I started talking to old friends and found myself chatting more and more. I rarely viewed porn (but no masturbation) but it has occurred from time to time. I’m pretty good at noticing differences and am good at catching myself. Now my friends and our chats, typically become sexual, since these are women and couples I have had intimate experiences with (yes my wife knows and approves since we are consensually non-monogamous). Since they began I noticed my morning wood has become less and less frequent. And during my wife’s most recent visit, I had issues maintaining an erection.
this was a harsh reminder that this is an issue that the issue of online activities and ED is something that consistently needs to be monitored and worked on. So I am back, reengaging my old program so I can get back on track. I am expecting a short flatline since I have been somewhat flatlined for a few days now, but am back on my daily tracker and filling my time with other activities. Intimacy helped during my first go, so I plan on not cutting that out, but my online activities will be cut out. Hopefully I will be back to my old self before I know it.
I just wanted to share and show that even with a successful reboot and better than normal sex life, we need to stay vigilant so we don’t relapse completely! Best of luck to everyone!!
A couple months ago something changed. My wife moved out of state (we are still going strong, she moved to take care of family concerns). The move left me with ALOT of free time. I started talking to old friends and found myself chatting more and more. I rarely viewed porn (but no masturbation) but it has occurred from time to time. I’m pretty good at noticing differences and am good at catching myself. Now my friends and our chats, typically become sexual, since these are women and couples I have had intimate experiences with (yes my wife knows and approves since we are consensually non-monogamous). Since they began I noticed my morning wood has become less and less frequent. And during my wife’s most recent visit, I had issues maintaining an erection.
this was a harsh reminder that this is an issue that the issue of online activities and ED is something that consistently needs to be monitored and worked on. So I am back, reengaging my old program so I can get back on track. I am expecting a short flatline since I have been somewhat flatlined for a few days now, but am back on my daily tracker and filling my time with other activities. Intimacy helped during my first go, so I plan on not cutting that out, but my online activities will be cut out. Hopefully I will be back to my old self before I know it.
I just wanted to share and show that even with a successful reboot and better than normal sex life, we need to stay vigilant so we don’t relapse completely! Best of luck to everyone!!