Porn is not an option

[Blondie]

Day 41

Thank you, @forceisstrong2 and @GBS, you guys are great.

Two months clean is now in my sights. I've been there 10 or so times over these last five years. What I've done once I can do again.

You all have a great porn-free Tuesday.

 

[Ezel]

Day 41

What I've done once I can do again.

My man doing the thing he does best.

 

[Blondie]

Thanks brother! Same to you.

 

[Blondie]

Day 42

 

[GBS]

Happy Thanksgiving and love from the UK.

 

[Escapeandnevercomeback]

Hey man, I told you, you can get back to 2 years no problem. It was just a slip or two who cares? 42 days is long enough to decide if you want to go back to the filth and I'm sure you don't want to.

 

[Blondie]

Day 43

Happy Thanksgiving and love from the UK.

Thank you @GBS

Love you too.

Hey man, I told you, you can get back to 2 years no problem. It was just a slip or two who cares? 42 days is long enough to decide if you want to go back to the filth and I'm sure you don't want to.

Thanks @Escapeandnevercomeback. I definitely don't want to return to the filth.

Best brother.

You all have a great porn-free Thanksgiving. I'm sure thankful for being at 42 days free, and I'm thankful for a place like RN where I've found so many great people.

Best

 

[Blondie]

Day 44

 

[Blondie]

Day 45

 

[Blondie]

Day 46

 

[Blondie]

Scars remind us of where we've been. They don't have to dictate where we're going." –David Rossi from Criminal Minds

It is helpful to remember that everyone has physical and emotional scars. It is impossible to move through life without collecting them. However, it is important to remember that they are simply a record of past hurts; they do not dictate what our future holds. When we hold our scars too tightly and start to identify with them, we start to re-create our past. When we put healing energy into our scars but do not hold them tightly, we open up endless possibilities for our future.

Stein, Timothy. Gifts of Recovery: Daily Meditations for Men and Women in Recovery from Sex & Porn Addiction (p. 347). Kindle Edition.

 

[Blondie]

Day 47

 

[Blondie]

Day 48

I can't get away fast enough from my last relapse.

You all have a great porn-free Tuesday.

Fuck porn.

 

[First_step_thousand_miles]

Day 48

I can't get away fast enough from my last relapse.

You all have a great porn-free Tuesday.

Fuck porn.

Great momentum man, almost halfway there to 100!

 

[Blondie]

Day 49!

Great momentum man, almost halfway there to 100!

Thank you @First_step_thousand_miles! Even just about to see day 50 puts a smile on my face.

Love you brother.

 

[Blondie]

Day 50!

Alright, 10 more days to two months clean. I've been two months clean about 10 times in my life so far. What I've done once I can do again.

You all have a great porn-free Thursday.

 

[First_step_thousand_miles]

Day 50!

Alright, 10 more days to two months clean. I've been two months clean about 10 times in my life so far. What I've done once I can do again.

You all have a great porn-free Thursday.

Hell yeah!! Very proud of you for staying on THE PATH my friend. The truth is, you and I and everyone here are fighting a battle far harder than generations prior to us on this, I wonder if they would have fared much better in the same circumstances. You're one of the few to realize and make a commitment. Very proud of you for making it this far, you'll be in triple digits territory soon enough

Unrelated but I highly recommend making a set of new year's resolutions as well. And posting it on here to publicly commit to it, it will do wonders for your life. Keep it up my man!

 

[Will Stalwart]

It’s amazing to see 50 days now! It always seems like such a long time, but when I think back to the start of this streak, it doesn’t seem so long ago. Massive inspiration as always. Amazing work!

 

[Blondie]

Hell yeah!! Very proud of you for staying on THE PATH my friend. The truth is, you and I and everyone here are fighting a battle far harder than generations prior to us on this, I wonder if they would have fared much better in the same circumstances. You're one of the few to realize and make a commitment. Very proud of you for making it this far, you'll be in triple digits territory soon enough

Thanks for this @First_step_thousand_miles, it feels great to be here. You're right, 100 days is just around the corner.

Unrelated but I highly recommend making a set of new year's resolutions as well. And posting it on here to publicly commit to it, it will do wonders for your life. Keep it up my man!

Absolutely! One of them is something I've alreadly started, which is being better with my money. It's been going well so far.

Best man.

It’s amazing to see 50 days now! It always seems like such a long time, but when I think back to the start of this streak, it doesn’t seem so long ago. Massive inspiration as always. Amazing work!

Thanks @Will Stalwart. You're right, it's amazing how fast the days add up when we're not being wankers.

Let's keep aiming high.

Best

 

[Blondie]

Day 51