Porn is not an option

Blondie

Blondie

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Day 52

GBS said:
Seven weeks and two days. Well done in getting back on the horse and being so fucking cool about it. It’s almost as if you’re a Clint Eastwood character in one of his westerns 🤷
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Thanks @GBS! Just looking up to you.
swimmer97 said:
Damm already back at 51 days. I knew this man cant be stopped. Keep trucking
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Thanks @swimmer97. I do what I can do, but no time to get cocky. :cool:
 
Blondie

Blondie

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Day 55

Sixty days ago, my mind was completely distracted by thoughts of, should I or should I not look, but now almost 60 days clean, my mind is clean and I can focus on what I need to do, besides my normal ADDish propensity. Going back to that filth only made my already dramatic life twenty times even more so. There is no joy to be found in it, and right now during crunch time and finals, my life would be a living disaster trying to manage everything at once plus having that insane conversation going on in my head, thus dividing my energy away from what is important.

Stay clean everyone, it's never worth it.

60 days free here I come!
 
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Blondie

Blondie

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Day 56

GBS said:
Awesome sentiments above, my friend. Maybe a little relapse is actually (in some way) helpful for ultimate focus and clarity of thought.
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Thank you my friend. I see what you're saying, but trust me, I'd rather have that clarity of thought at almost 800 days free than almost 60, but lesson learned the hard way I suppose.:cool:

Best

I really can't wait to get to day 60!
 
Galatians51

Galatians51

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Blondie said:
Day 55

Sixty days ago, my mind was completely distracted by thoughts of, should I or should I not look, but now almost 60 days clean, my mind is clean and I can focus on what I need to do, besides my normal ADDish propensity. Going back to that filth only made my already dramatic life twenty times even more so. There is no joy to be found in it, and right now during crunch time and finals, my life would be a living disaster trying to manage everything at once plus having that insane conversation going on in my head, thus dividing my energy away from what is important.

Stay clean everyone, it's never worth it.

60 days free here I come!
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good stuff!
 
First_step_thousand_miles

First_step_thousand_miles

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Blondie said:
Day 57

I had a hell of a stressful day yesterday with school and finals, but everything is going great and grades are looking good. It's in moments like these where the difference between long term pleasure and short term pleasure is self evident. Just a few more days to go till 60.
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Just remember my friend, pain is just weakness leaving the body (as is stress!). Stress and pain is what causes our muscles to grow, and putting ourselves through rigorous discipline (quitting porn, working out, etc) is what creates true freedom & contentment. Almost at 60, love you brother!
 
Blondie

Blondie

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Day 58

forceisstrong2 said:
I love stressful days. It means you are living life to the fullest, as I know you are.

Best of luck with the finals Blondie!!!
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This is true. Thanks for a good reminder @forceisstrong2.

I always learn a lot about myself during these times.

Best

First_step_thousand_miles said:
Just remember my friend, pain is just weakness leaving the body (as is stress!). Stress and pain is what causes our muscles to grow, and putting ourselves through rigorous discipline (quitting porn, working out, etc) is what creates true freedom & contentment. Almost at 60, love you brother!
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This is a great quote @First_step_thousand_miles. You're right, true freedom is working hard and maintaining rigorous discipline.

Thanks for the support as always. Love you too.
 
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