Porn is not an option

GBS

GBS

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Blondie said:
However, I've been having crazy dreams again, as before, where I think I've relapsed and I wake up thinking through everything and realizing it's not true. Very bizarre stuff.
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Hello mate. You know this is your brain playing tricks, or put another way, it’s still part of the PTSD that is a hangover from the past. As you say…fuck porn. I couldn’t say it better myself. Keep going, do not let porn win.
 
First_step_thousand_miles

First_step_thousand_miles

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Blondie said:
Day 291

Life is good at the moment. I'm loving the fall weather and the wonderful temperature that comes along with it. However, I've been having crazy dreams again, as before, where I think I've relapsed and I wake up thinking through everything and realizing it's not true. Very bizarre stuff.

Fuck porn.
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Yeah I have had those too, it's a blissful feeling though when you wake up and realize you haven't relapsed (after your heart rate normalizes haha). Keep it up man!
 
Blondie

Blondie

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Day 292

GBS said:
Hello mate. You know this is your brain playing tricks, or put another way, it’s still part of the PTSD that is a hangover from the past. As you say…fuck porn. I couldn’t say it better myself. Keep going, do not let porn win.
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Thank you, sir. It is true what you say, and all we can do is be grateful that we're having these symptoms because they're a sign of healing in the long run. Best, and yes, fuck porn! :cool:

First_step_thousand_miles said:
Yeah I have had those too, it's a blissful feeling though when you wake up and realize you haven't relapsed (after your heart rate normalizes haha). Keep it up man!
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Yes, it's crazy for a few moments, but it feels so good when you realize it was all a dream and nothing more. Thank you brother.

300 days can't come some soon enough.
 
Blondie

Blondie

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Day 298

First_step_thousand_miles said:
Wed is a big day my friend. Any small things you might do to celebrate?
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Hey friend, it's really starting to hit me and I'm very excited about this. It's been a hell of a year, a good one too, but going back to that crap put a real damper on life in ways being porn-free does not. I'll probably have the Lady cook me one of my favorite meals (she loves doing that for me) and just enjoy our evening together. It's also the day before Halloween so maybe we can carve a pumpkin that says FUCK PORN. :cool:

Thanks for asking,
Best
 
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