Day 322
I woke up today feeling excited, I've only been free from porn this long once in my life.
At the moment, 11 months porn free is just around the corner and 12 months is just a few blocks away!
My urge levels have been low for quite some time, but I will stay extra vigilant over the next 40 days all the same. In some ways since starting this streak, I can honestly say I haven't really been tempted to look, no not even once. When I say tempted, I mean a full on urge where your twiddling your thumbs going back and forth wanting to search or not search, having been lost in temptation for days or possibly weeks and just on the precipice of giving in. Luckily that hasn't happened and I'm quite grateful about that. Maybe it's my utter distaste for porn and how just the thought of doing it again makes me sick to my stomach, or maybe it lies dormant waiting for the "perfect storm" to catch me off guard - either way, being complacent is not an option.
Well that's enough for now.
Have a great porn-free Monday everyone!