New to the site, new to my acknowledgement of my addiction to pornography. I have had porn in my life since I was a teenager. I have been able to walk away from it but have always come back to it. Porn has seriously hurt my spouse, I made a promise to stop and got caught again. I broken her heart again. Since being caught the last time, I have been Reading and I don’t want to hurt her anymore or completely destroy my brain. It has been a few weeks since I have looked at porn (psub). I have never been a pleasant person to be around, using porn or not. I have to grow or lose the only person who has ever truly been there for me.