My story!

Thetacticalbuff

New Member
The very first time i saw porn was when i was 13 yo, and the moment i saw it, my mind was blown. Chills in my body, heart beating so fast, endless adrenaline rush in mind, it felt like what the hell are they doing?. But honestly i was surprised, shocked, and terrified of it. I didn't knew at that moment that this was the starting of the devastation of my teenage, and it did my whole teenage years (from being 13yo to 20) got destroyed by pornography. These golden years in which i could have become something, i could have did things, i wasted watching porn, masturbating and rest of the time thinking about it. In the initial phase of my addiction, I used to have and erection hard as a fucking rock, even after ejaculating once i still had it and could go for another round, but now the situation is totally different something which i didn't even think would happen to me, but it did. That's right i have PIED now, earlier even a picture of a girl in a bikini would get me so hard, but now not even while watching porn.
I didn't even recognise it as an addiction untill i was 17 yo. That was because at this point of time in my life it was finally time to do things in my career, i joined a gym, started working but after even 3 months i saw 0 progress as if i never went to the gym. It was only because i was wanking the every other day after working out. Not just this, couldn't even get a girlfriend or something, but now even that is impossible cause now i have PIED so i couldn't do anything. As time passed by, my addiction got more strong, and now it is at its peak.
I think now I have two options, either i close my eyes and go on with my life as it is going, or i stand up now at this moment and with all my strength and willpower left in me, i quit this addiction for good, so from a few years from now it would feel just like a bad dream for me.
This is my first time i ever found such platform with people who have problems similar to mine, because of this i feel like I'm not alone, there are thousands of men like me. This is my first ever post on this forum, and from now, I'll post my progress and stories with you all every 7 days. Wish me good luck, and a big good luck to y'all too!
 

Fappy

Respected Member
welcome brother.
yes dont worry, it is entirely possible to fix your life and get rid of the spectre of porn forever. the only way to to that is to do a reboot, there arent any shortcuts, gotta reboot.
 
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