I had a birthday awhile back. wanted to move my thread here, but it's fine. Today, I just found out a person who I considered a close friend really betrayed me. Maybe, that's my karma for cheating. Betrayal hurts a fuck ton and I feel guilt about what I did all the time. It is also the main reason why I let my ex go because she deserves someone that didn't do that to her. People are so damn fake. I plan on to keep moving forward with my recovery. At the end of the day, I am happy I didn't binge on p and even though, I just had something immensely painful happen. I have no desire to use it. I just want to move on with my life.